#EmoSquad

When did I become emo?

                                                               Alina here 😱

So I first started thinking about emo stuff when I was in fifth grade. Still in elementary school surrounded by all the shit people say. I used to be a really quirky kid and not shy at all. When I say at all, I mean AT ALL. 

I thought being emo would be 'cool' not realizing I would become one of those kids. Btw what I thought at the time what was emo was actually goth.

But yeah when my ex dumped me, in fifth grade, and he sorta ruined my love life as I knew it. Which was literally nothing cause he was my first boyfriend. 

I was kind of in a depressed state and none of my friends would stop talking shit about me. They were in the gossip to. What good friends they were.

Note my sarcasm

The depression finally went away but it didn't leave me. It stayed inside of me bottled up so no one would worry. No one cared anyway.

In sixth grade, this year, the emotion came out again and I was hidden away by my so called friends. I came out of hiding a week ago and chose to avoid those girls for then year. Maybe next year we can be friends if they understand who I am. But until then, they are not my friends and I will continue to be alone.