One day

one time one day

I woke to the sight of smoke my family screaming my name to get up and get out of the house but all i could do was lay there i knew my house was on fire i knew i still had a chance to survive but i just layed there i knew my life was at stack but i didn't care i could see the flames but then out of no where i seen i glace of fear someone was going to save me this isnt how my life was supposed to be im supposed to die is what i thought but they still saved me the last thing i remember from that day was just black i thought i died i was happy but no i woke up in the hospital with burns and cuts everywhere and i had tubs and wires hooked up to me to help me live was i going to have to deal with this for the rest of my life because someone had to save me i look to my left i saw something i was hoping i wouldnt have to see nothing i look to my right and seen a doctor he was calling my name asking if i was ok telling news i already knew my family died in that fire i had nothing no family no house and im forced to live in a world all alone then I heard the doctor say something that brought a tears to my eyes my best friend killed herself cause she thought i lost her what would i do without her my best friend was my life and shes gone i look at the doctor and said something i never thought i would say i told him i wanna die i don't wanna live in a world where i have nothing and then i reach other to doctors hands and pulled out a knife and i stabbed myself i was put in surgery and they brought me back i did wanna come back i wanted to die but everytime i try they keep bringing me back