So i was madly in love with this guy and he said he felt the same about me... So i was to afraid to date cause of my last boyfriend who was mentaly abusive and did nothing but put me down. So i would just act like i was dating him i would kiss him and stuff cause it was all i could do... So he text me and put "i cant talk Saturday im going to the movies" so i was like oh ok thats fine go have fun with your family... Then he replys "its not with my family im going with someone you hate" so i was alittle upset but it was ok they were just friends... He called me and said "Im going with _____ (not putting her name for private purposes) we have been dating for a month" all i could do was stay still running scenarios in my head i couldn't even cry... He was talking but i couldnt hear all i heard was ringing wellllll now me and him are together and nothing is gonna change that.
