Cut, slit, slice

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I cut
I cry
I close my eyes
I try to stop
But I can't
💔CUT💔
Useless
💔CUT💔
Forgotten
💔CUT💔
Unwanted
💔CUT💔
Unloved
💔CUT💔
The Words flow through my mind over and over
Like a song in my head that I can't forget
And then I stop and think...
It's not my fault I'm like this
❌Slit❌
It's the worlds fault
❌slit❌
No it's not either of those
❌Slit❌
It's the Communities fault
❌slit❌
They didn't think
❌slit❌
They didn't look
❌slit❌
They didn't notice
❌slit❌
They didn't listen
❌slit❌
They didn't care
❌slit❌
And now they can't help
❌slit❌
And they are the ones that drove me to make the first cut, then slit, then slice, Then stab.
It's not my fault!
🔪Slice🔪
I was so ashamed
🔪slice🔪
So scared of others knowing
🔪slice🔪
But now I don't have to worry because....
🗡Stab🗡
I won't be able to anymore........
I'm no longer worrying
I'm no longer scared
No longer alone
I Don't have to worried about how I sound when I take a breath
Because dead people dont breathe
🔫BAM🔫
And now......
My life isn't a living hell,
Now I can Rest In Peace

-Kaylie A. Phillips 2017
(aka Mysterious_poet)

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