Where I'm from it's either eat or be eating. The hood it's no joke one minute it can be all fun and games until u see some get shot. People robbing other people, getting shot for saying the wrong thing, or going to jail for some you didn't do. You can't trust nobody in these streets it ain't no loyalty around the hood. When bitches say they your ride or die or they gonna be by your side they lying they just want you for they money or the fame soon you go down she snitching on you and leaving you and taking your money. Niggas do the same when they say they love you imma be there if you get pregnant when you tell the nigga that they leaving your ass quick and saying that ain't my baby. I seen it all but me I keep it real with you I tell you straight up if I fuck with you or not that how I am. My momma always used to tell me I got my daddy mind set but I never knew the nigga last time I heard from him when Iwas 4 he left to be with some other bitch and that when my momma started doing that crack.
|Monday October 12, 2016|
I got up at 8:00 am to head to work I got out of bed and headed to the bathroom. I got in the shower for 20 minuets when I got out I wrapped my blue towel around my body and brush my teeth and wash my face . I went into my closet and got my work out fit out. I dropped my towel drop I look in the mirror at my body I had a nice shape on me the only thing I hate on my body is my tittes cause they to big don't get me wrong they ain't fake nothing on me fake it's all real. Every nigga be trying to holla at me but me I'm not finna get played all every nigga want is to bust a nut and be gone. I lotion my body with my favorite lotion strawberry rose. I put on my work outfit than I brush my hair up into a ponytail and but on my black shoes . I really didn't wear makeup only time I wear it it's when I go out to the club or important places.
I look in the mirror to make sure I was good. I grab my purse and headed down stairs to see my little brother Dontay sitting on the couch eating a bowl of cereal. Dontay is 15 years old I'm 4 years older than him I been taking care of him since we was little. I always tell Dontay to never be in the streets go to school and get your education but he never listens until I have to beat his ass about it but he always got a soft place about me.
"Tay tay u ready for school." I said
"Yea lele let me get my stuff." He said
"Ight hurry up I don't wanna be late." I said
He got up from the couch and headed to the back of the apartment to get his stuff. When he return we headed out the door and headed to my car. In the car there was silence until tay tay spoke.
"So lele I got a question." He said
"Wassup." I said
"You know my birthday coming up and I wanted to get a car." He said
"Tay tay do you even know how to drive." I said
"Yea I do you know mike he be letting me drive when I'm with him and his boys." He said
"Didn't I tell yo ass to not hang around them those niggas gonna get you in trouble all they do is smoke weed and sell crack and weed and girls." I said
"I know but they ain't that bad." He said
"Tay I know what I'm talking about you don't want to end up like them do you smoke?" I said
"Umm no." He said nervously
"Dontay Ron carter don't lie to me." I said while getting mad
"Yes leelee I smoke I did it few times I'm sorry." He said
"I'm disappointed in you Dontay you know I want you to be successful in life I don't want you in these fucking streets cause these streets could either led you 6ft under or in jail no get the fuck out my car and go to school now!" I said
And with that he look at me with sorry and shock expectation than open the door to the car and got out and headed to the main entrance of the school. I really didn't mean to be so hard I just don't want him to be like those other niggas on the corner selling weed or crack. I want him to succeed in life and be some and don't be like me working at a diner and a bartender at a club. Yea I know mike and his crew those niggas didn't give a fuck about nobody they was hot headed . Mike aka king that nigga right there he something else we grew up in the same hood he always used to try and get with me but I wasn't having it he was a hoe like kash doll said these niggas for EVERYBODY they don't know how to keep they dick in they pants.
I drove to the diner where I work at 7-3 am to pm than 8pm to 1 am at the club. The bills gotta get paid. I park in the parking lot and got out and lock the doors to the car. I walk in the the diner and I was greeted by Mrs. Cathy she is a sweet old woman.
"Hey aaleeyah." She said
"Hey Mrs. Cathy." I said smiled
"Hows Dontay." She said
"Bad as ever I had to get on him for hanging around those drug dealers." I said
"Lord have mercy I hope he get it right." She said
"Me to Mrs. Cathy." I said
And with that we started to get to work and taking orders lord I hope I get off early. There was a group of men coming in and they was talking loud and they hoes was to. When they sat down and one of the Lil hoes yell for service
"Aye we need a waiter." She said
I let a deep breath and headed over there to take the orders.
"Hey my name aaleeyah and I'll be your wait for the day." I said
"Damn ma you thick asf." The tall dark skin said
"She ain't all that b." Said one lil hoe
"Y'all just tell her y'all order so we can go." Said the light skin one said
They Oder they said and I wrote it down hand it to Mrs. Cathy so she can cook it. When she said done with it I took it to them and when they was down I got they payed and left and one of the dudes left a $200 tip I was every happy that made my day
