girl meets boy | boy meets girl

|C h a p t e r 1 |

Us

I missed you too much.

I had to reach out, maybe grasp on to a little bit of hope that you don't hate me.

That you too feel like we still had an us.

Us.

That's all I ever want.

Just us.

I still remember your nervous smile when you told me you loved me.

How you were hiding the unmissable rosy colour on your cheeks.

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Then the sparkle in my eyes when I said I felt the same way.

It wasn't just a boy and a girl exchanging feelings.

It...was..something different.

Our souls were dancing under the stars that pranced above our heads.

We wore our hearts on our sleeves.

We fell in love as kids.

Secretly in love.

Hiding it from the world.

I was so in love.

Both of us avoiding each other, too nervous to talk in person anymore.

We'd exchange everything over text.

I'd listen to your favourite songs and they'd become my favourite songs.

You'd listen to my favourite songs before you went to sleep.

We were a beautiful thing.

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I never thought that I could love anyone more than I loved you.

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But

Then..you...ended it.

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The sparkle in your eyes when you saw me..was gone

You started talking to other girls, laughing at them.

I was slowly being put on the shelf.

We still talked everyday..but you talked like I was just your friend.

I started crying myself to sleep at night.

And somehow I still smiled when I saw you.

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I don't think we should be together anymore you said.

I hid my emotions from you, told you that I agree.

I was more than heart broken, I was shattered.

You said we were betraying everyone by not telling them about us

But by that point there was no us.

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No us

Us.

There was no Us.

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We were yet strangers again.

You changed so much and it was like I didn't even know your name.

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You told me you never loved me

I told you I always did.

You almost scoffed.

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I got over you.

It was hard to..but I did.

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It's just

Every now and then I start to feel lonely, wishing you were still by my side.

Wishing that I could see that sparkle in your eyes again.

Wishing I could see your cheeks blush when I said hey.

Wishing I was the reason you get outta bed every morning.

Wishing I could hear these three words from your mouth,

I Love You

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Hey lads 'n' ladies,

Thanks for reading my first chapter. I'm not the type to commit to a book but I'll try ya know. 

Love you gals and guys :) xD