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Zayn's P. O. V

Mrs. Rubio

Yes doctor?

We saw scars on your daughters thighs and wrist.
I think the black outs are cost by the lack of blood she has q been loosing when she cuts. 

Mrs. Rubio falls down to the floor with tears

I just lay back in the seat crying as well I can't believe she does that to herself she is so beautiful
and she looks so happy 
What could  possibly hurt her?

Doctor can I see her? 
I ask hopefully he says yes

Yes right this way

As soon as I walked in tears were falling down, I can't see her in that bed so hopeless and pale

I lift up her sleeves....

I see the cuts...and I just can't believe it

I see her move and suddenly her eyes open

Zayn?

Yes?

What are u doing and why is my sleeve up?

I was seeing your cuts

Wha-how do you know about them?

The doctor saw them and told  your mother and me

But why did you  do that to yourself?

Because I was stupid and sadI wanted all of this to go away
I couldn't anymore with the pressure and one day I just grabbed the blade and started cutting at first it hurt and it would bleed a lot

But then/now it just feels numb and  i enjoy it it takes the pain away whenever there is too much pain inside.

I-i just couldnt belive the words that just came out of her mouth 

i could see the pain in her eyes.

Oh how innocent she looked,how beautiful she actaully was

clarity i promise i will try to make all of this pain go away and i promise to make you happy and that i will always love you with all my heart

claritys  p.o.v.

i  cant belive those words came out of his mouth 

zayn malik he he loves me 

how could he love an ugly fat girl like  me thats inpossible he deserves so much better 

so all i do is just look down and stay quiet.

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guys im back 

stay tunned and also i loved yall and miss yall