When im alone with my thoughts die on the inside more and more recent but with these thoughts i feel more pressure and i lose my mind and little by little it slips out of my hands with never feeling love again my life is nothin im lost confused in pain i must be thinking how this all worked idk anymore who im were i've been but no more love for me all this stress and guilt can't seem to go away all this pain building up why can't i be helpful anymore wuts wrong with me and by all means u leave me and trvile back in time and restart and save him and why am i worse then before all this pain all this shit just doesnt work anymore please ignore me.
