Fighters, for love not war

Chapter 8

The next day

I woke stressing because I cannot remember if I pulled out. I understand I used protection and she was on bc but I still worried, there's always that 1% chance. At this point I am getting pissed because I just cannot remember.

To get my mind of shit I decide to go to the gym. I understand I'm already built and I don't need to go plus Stacie doesn't want me to go but when I am stressed I go. My arms are very built and I should stop working on them but it keeps me from punching stuff. Right now I can bench 300 lbs but my goal is atleast 4 hopefully 500 by the end of this next year.

I see Stacie is still asleep so I grab her phone and leave a note on it for her to see when she wakes up. Then I head off to the gym. When I get there I don't stretch or anything I go straight to the work out. By the time I am done 2 hours later I could bench 425, that was a large increase that shouldn't have happened. now I probably have some pulled muscles or something but right now I'm not feeling anything but the sweat dripping down my face, chest and back. As soon as I walk out of the gym I take of my tank top because it was drenched.

The whole ride home I was trying to cool of but it wasn't happening. When I walked in Stacie looked worried, she asked what was wrong and I said nothing, I just kissed her and went for a shower.

A few hours later, out in town alone.

I told her I wanted to come into town and I'd be home in a few, she wanted to come but I didn't let her. I still haven't figured out if I pulled out and it bugging the shit out of me.

I've decided to get my chest waxed and get a tattoo across my chest. I don't know what yet but I do know I want the tat.

When I walk out of the waxing place it cost me a easy 40 bucks which I was fine with. Then when I walk into the tattoo parlor I decided I wanted 2 tats.

When I'm done at the tattoo parlor I have a tribal sleeve that continues to cover my peck done and I have Stacie's name on my left shoulder. I decided on the left shoulder so I can add names if need, if you catch my drift.

The whole ride home I'm just hoping she won't be upet with me for what I got done. Also on the ride home I figured out that I didn't pull out, now I'm just worried she's pregnant. she shouldn't be so I'm not to stressed but if it happens I'm afraid. We haven't really talked about kids and I don't know if she want one yet. I have the money to support a kid but are we, as us, ready to become parents.

When I get home she isn't to happy about her name on me but I don't care because if we ever break up its a memory of us together and all the good times we had. Her name represents the best time of my life. I love her and the tattoo is only one way to show that. Then the sleeve, I'm guessing she thinks its hot but I'm not sure.

That night we talked about whether we would want kids. She wants 2 like me, a boy then a girl, we even picked out names. I asked if she was ready for a kid and she is whenever I am. I want kids, but I want to be married first. I am goin to get her to take a pregnancy test next weekend. Until then I will wait and worry. If she is pregnant great but if she isn't that's okay too. Either way I will be happy, I hope she will be also.