Trapped In Your Heart

Jin's POV

What do you do when you love someone and its forbidden. When you know loving them might be wrong but you love them all the same. He's younger then me, like a brother if you will. How can I possibly act on these feelings towards a brother. One I have to see day in and day out. What if it destroy our family. I can't act on these feelings, I just have to accept that and watch from afar. Theres no chance Taehyung likes me anyway.

We're walking along the beach in Hawaii; we're here filming for this seasons Bon Voyage. Taehyung's walking to my right while Jungkook is to my left. I look at Tae and can't help but think how beautiful he is, with his good nature and funny personality. He's body is not bad either. What am I saying, stop thinking these thought SeokJin. Jungkook is prattling on about something next to me but all I see is Tae. He jumps on a wall and start following and imitating some kids. He's so cute and caring. I remember the time I met his siblings and saw the way they played together. It warmed my heart. Tae would make a great father one day. Seeing him gentle with kids was the first thing that attracted me to him among other things. If only I could tell him how I felt and relieve the burden of my feelings. The kids finally notice Taehyung and are startled by him. The cute idiot says hello. I end up dragging him away as to not scare the kids further.

"Why must you scare the kids?" I ask him.

"Sorry Hyung, I just like kids. They remind me of my siblings. I miss then."

"I know you do, we'll see them soon", I reply .

"Does this mean you're coming with me Hyung?" Taehyung asks.

"Yes I like you siblings very much they're funny."

"Thank you Seokjin." Taehyung replies.

We begin to head back to our hotel for dinner. Funny enough Taehyung and I ended up sharing a room for the duration of this trip. It has been hell sleeping in the same room as him knowing he is just across from me. One of the nights I snuck over to his bed and watched him sleep. A piece of his hair fell down to his eyes and I moved it back out of the way so his beautiful face could be seen. I sat for another twenty minutes till I realised what I was doing was creepy and Tae could wake up at any moment. So I tiptoed back to me bed and went to sleep. I've force myself not to do it again, since I don't have a good excuse if he does wake up while I'm watching him. We arrive back to our room and I begin to prep our dinner.

Taehyung's POV

I watch as Jin Hyung begins to make dinner. I know he likes me, I've known for a while know. Truth is I like him also. I fell in love with the way he laughs and tells lame jokes. The way he cares for us and buys us food. The way he tries his hardest at the things he does, no matter what people say. I admire the strength he has and his ability to share it among us. I love him very much, its why I hate when the other member tease him. I always stand up for him because no one else does while Jin has everyones back. I know the members love Jin but it still gets on my nerves. Any who I've been waiting for him to confess; recently I've realised that he wont do it because he is afraid I don't return his feelings and that it would ruin everything. I know how much he likes me, I caught him watching me sleep the other night. I felt his hand brush my face as he adjusted my hair. I was so thankful it was fairly dark then so he could not see the brush that came from his touch. Never the less this dancing around our feelings and each other has to stop and I plan on doing that right now. Look out Kim Seokjin because you won't know what hit you. I walk over to the kitchen in our room and ask Seokjin if he wants any help.

"Can I help you?" I ask.

"Sure come cut some carrots next to me," Jin replies.

I notice Jin's not waring an apron so I get two out of the pantry for both of us. I grab Jin's apron and stand behind him. I get as close as I can and wrap the apron around his waist and neck to tie it. I'm right near Jin's ear and I'm sure he can feel my breath on his neck. I feel him shudder. I can hear his breathing become shallow and fast; I can feel the heat soaking into me from our touching bodies. Jin steps aside and clears his throat. He continues his task and doesn't look at me. The feeling of his strong shoulders and back against me sends shivers down my spine. If he thought that was intense just wait till I go further. That was only a brief taste of whats in store. One way or another our feelings will be known. My next tactic is to hit right in the centre.