From This Moment

Chapter 5

Sda hampir sbulan sy bscandal sma budak negro ni akhirnya sy putuskn mmg mesT sy kc break ini ari...

Time dia vc sma sy, dia x pakai baju hnya bseluar pindik arrrr... Sy pla yg mrasa malu trus sy p suruh dia pakai baju... Time dia bdiri itu kn, nmpk bulu kaki dia yg panjang n kulit dia yg sgt2 hitam hangus bh... Adeeeiii... Geli n naik sgala bulu roma sy ohhh.... Siap dia pakai baju sy kc terang sma dia yg skrg sda masuk 1 bulan n sy still teda feeling sma dia pastu sy bilang "We shouldn't be together, I still didn't have any feeling towards you... You should let me go now," Dia pla bilang "Okay, I wish for the best of you and thank you for your time" Huuuuh.... Syukur btul2 sy bsyukur smbil myembah lantai mgucap syukur dia x mdesak sy lg kali ni...

Tba2 c mamy mnegur "knapa sda ko ni crys?" Aduiii dogo tkejut bh ginawoku oleh c mamy ni...

"Staga, mamy bh... Bule ka bg salam dlu? Jgn trus2 mnanya sy bgini... Nasib seja sy teda sakit jantung oooh..." sy bilang sambil urut2 dada sy yg trlampau sda dupdap2... "teda bh mamy anu... Ada ka sy kestaw kamu, sy couple sma negro?" Trus tnganga mulut c mamy...

"sejak bila? Ko jgn mmandai2 crys, nanT djualnya ko baru ko padan muka..." aduiii... klu sda c mamy yg overreacting bgini bgus x payah crita...

"What? C kakak couple sma negro? Biar betul ko kak?" C yaya sma Ally serentak bckp... Ini lg budak 2 ekor ni, blum lg sy ada anak tp ini budak 2 ekor bikin panas bh slalu...

"Dgr bh dulu kamu!" Hampir bteriak sda sy kc calm down the situation... Ehem... uhuuuk... sy kc bgus2 suara sy trus sy sambung "yes, it's true kakak couple sma negro tp skrg sda break..." blum sempat sy kc abis sda c yaya sma ally myampuk,

"sebab ko x laku sda hahahaha...."

eeeee... bikin geram bh ini munyit 2 ekor arrr...

Trus c mamy bilang "Diam bh dlu kmu 2 kita dgr dlu apa yg kakak kamu maw crita ni..." Thank God! Thank you mamy finally budak2 ni diam, sy sambunglah... "Sy yg kc break dia sebab kaki dia bbulu sma hitam btul bh lgpun dia 1 umur, sama kolej sma c yaya... Dannnn... paling mjengkelkn dan myampah, dia suka mdesak arrr... Mmglah dia romantic and caring but I can't bring myself to love him..." mmg kdgran kejam tp apa bule buat? Sy decide mmg maw get over with this bh...

Setiap kali sy period mmg mood swing mmg sy pdai mgamuk klu bcrita sma c zane, kdg2 hal kecil pun sy kc besar2kn... Brapa kali sda sy kc break dia tanpa sebab tp pastu sy yg say sorry n get together back with him... Ini kali ke-4 sda spaikn c zane bilang "sy maw jumpa ko, I miss you" so... sy bilang "bh dtglah Sabah klu rindu..." tp benda yg buat sy tkejut bila dia ckp "sy abis keja sda cni so... Bila ko maw sy dtg?" Yaaaay... Dia dtg... ahaaa... dia dtg... ahaaa.... mnyanyi2 sda sy happy btul klu dia dtg bule sy bawa dia p tempat2 menarik dSabah... belarian sy p atas inform sma mamy daddy yg c zane maw dtg n tnya tmpt2 yg bule sy bawa c zane tp sy bilang sy maw area KK seja namau jauh2...

"Uikkk... ko ini crys, org dtg dr jauh maw jln2 tgk tmpt tp ko pla maw dkt2 cni jak" bilang c daddy.

"Daddy... sy malas bh maw jln2 jauh teda kamu, boring bh..." bilang sy sambil buat puppy eye mnta kesian.

"Ko jgn maw minta puji sna crys, bila c zane maw dtg?" Tanya c mamy.

Oh God! Mcm tkena renjatan letrik sy trlampau happy trus sy p bawah balik blari smbil ckp "sy tlupa tnya, sy p tnya dlu kjab" bila sy spai dpn laptop tgk idle sda na... buzz kiss dia cpt2 byk2 supaya dia sedar... teda respond dr dia... hmmm... xpalah smentara tunggu dia on balik bagus sy p tgk tiket p sabah brapa yg paling murah...

Tarikh keramat dia dtg Sabah 14 July 2010 sy happy gila2 dpt jumpa dia tp sy nervous ni pastu sy kestaw c Qisya, Qisya setuju jumpa dia sma2 sy abis kn dia takut bh sy pigi sdri2 takut dia sy kena tpu/jual... Ngam2 juga sy ada test time 2... sy btul2 happy juga dpt test dr subject favourite sy... Smua mgharapkn toyol including me utk mniru tp spanjang test 2 bjln teda juga sy dpt mniru... Smua sy dpt jawab dgn jayanya malahan sy x cukup masa utk jwb smua sbab lecturer sy yg paling sporting bilang "hah, ko crys cukup2lah 2, jam brapa juga ko p jumpa BF ko ni? BF ko dtg dr KL kn arini? Ko x pigi jemput dia?" Alaaaa... c miss ni pun 1, sy blum puas answer smua question sda dia kc remind sy benda 2...

Ya, zane dtg jam 3pm landing tp dia ada luggage so... lama lg 2 dia paling2 pun jam 3.30pm bru dia dpt keluar... sy tgk jam pun jam 3.15pm baru, sy kc keluar hp ada 3 miss call dr zane, ohk mksudnya dia sda spai laitu... Sy kc silent bh phone jd x dgr n x perasan biarpun vibrate sebab sy kc masuk dlm beg bh... Sy trus dial number dia n dia ckp dia sda keluar n dlm taxi sda ni, mamy sda warning sy awal2 bh jgn jumpa c zane dlu abis test trus balik jgn dlu kmu bjumpa, mlm bru kmu jumpa... Sy mmg maw dgr ckp mamy sebab dia pun msti penat maw relax2 dhotel... Dlm beg sy sda standby baju tdur yg sekC sma seluar pindik ni....

Sy sma Qisya tunggu seja dbus stop tp skalinya c zane call dia bilang dia ambil kami trus pigi mkn sna KK so, kami oklah bkn juga sy jumpa dia tp c zane juga bh yg p ambil kami cni...

Dlm taxi sy dupdap2 sda jantung ni senyum2 seja sy sma c Qisya sambil pegang tangan dia kuat2 tanda sy btul2 nervous, sy tgk seja dia bg signal n dia lip sync suh sabar, relax... Sy tnyalah c Qisya cmna paper td? Apa dia jwb n apa lg nxt paper kita? Spanjang pjlanan sy seja bckp... Sda perjalanan kami hmpir 1/2 batu tba2 hp sy bbunyi c mamy calling... Sy jwblah "hello, mamy..." sy bpkir apa yg sy maw kelentong sma mamy ni? Sy balik juga nanT sdri... "Ko dmna? Mamy cni dpn kolej ko tp dorg ckp ko sda balik ambil c zane d Airport, kan mamy sda ckp kn? Jgn ko bjumpa dlu sma dia nanT mlm bru kmu bjumpa... Tp ko degil btul kn?" Momster sda bckp abislah... "Mamy, zane yg ambil kami dkolej bh mnada sy p jemput dia sna airport, btul bh mamy, sy x tipu, ada c Qisya cni bule jd bukti bh" sy ckp cuba explain tp mamy cantas dia bilang sy mnipu lg arrr gara2 smua budak kolej ckp sy p jumpa bf sy sna airport...

"Mamy bh, btul bh ni sy ckp... Percayalah bh sy mnada jumpa or ambil dia di airport dia yg ambil kami dpn kolej ni, c Qisya bule jd bukti sebab sy sma2 dia seja ni..." sy cuba juga kc yakin c mamy tp apa yg mamy ckp buat sy btul2 sedih spai dlm taxi bh sy nangis2 uuuwuuuuwuu... Ngam2 spai sda kami dpn hotel c zane, trus c zane bilang "mcm mana skrg?" Sy bilang "sy kena balik naik bas balik rumah explain sma dorg btul2..." Qisya tgk seja sy speechless xtaw maw ckp apa? Dia hanya gusuk2 belakang sy seja... "Naik taxi ni balik rumah"  diabilang aduiii... dia ni klu mamy dpt tahu lg susah ohh, sy bg alasan "kesian c Qisya susah pla dia maw balik nanT... " trus dia hulur note RM50 pocket money utk naik bas n dia byr siap2 itu taxi p balik KK, dr KK sy ambil bas p tuaran...