Emotion

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(Sorry if that's a k-pop artist)

He woke up with his arms empty, his deep brown orbs fluttering open with the dark lashes he had surrounding them.

He didn't have a reaction toward the fact he woke up without his girlfriend there. Quite frankly, he was stressed enough by his dancing/singing/rapping career to really think of anything else but his fans.

He sat up tiredly, grey sheets falling down his torso and his hair in all different directions. His eyes were drooped with black bags underneath them, lips chapped and mouth dry. His legs ached from the show the previous night before.

He saw a note stuck to the bedroom's bathroom door and squinted his eyes to read it.

"Joon~

I promise you, I will be back before 11:00am.

I love you!
Malissa x."

He stared blankly for a minute before looking down at his phone and unlocking it, squinting from the light. The time read '01:34'.

He scoffed, '11:00am my ass.'

He opened up YouNow and began streaming, walking over to his iMac and tweeting that he was Live Streaming.

People were already joining and he welcomed a few, asking how they were doing. One person responded, and asked the same question in return.

Shrugging, he responded, "Pretty shitty. Me and my girlfriend are having problems. I don't trust her as much as I should. She should've been home two hours ago and she's still not here. And every time I call to ask her what's going on, she always complains to me about me being clingy and naggy. What should I do, SOLDIERS?" SOLDIERS were his fanbase, because they all had been through so much and continued fighting.

Joon-Yung was their 'General', holding them up when they fell down. He loved them as much as they loved him. Yes, his SOLDIER fanbase was very small, but he still loved them with all of his heart.

He saw many comments from his fans, telling him that it seemed as though she wasn't faithful to their relationship. They also said that it was clear that he didn't trust her so they should just split in two and go their separate ways.

His eyes began watering at the thought of her cheating, and the thought of breaking up.

He saw a comment which made him smile and tears come to his eyes.

'Teo, we all love you no matter what! If you two aren't happy with each other, then you need to split. It's clear she doesn't deserve you. You can do so much better than her!❤️'

He smiled through his tears and sniffles, "I'm so glad to have fans like you guys." He laughed slightly.

He heard the door open and close downstairs, "Joonie~! I'm home!"

Joon blinked, "I have to sort this out. I love you guys. Stay safe!" He blew a kiss to the camera and ended the stream before walking out of the bedroom door and down the stairs, ready to talk to his girlfriend.

"Malissa! Where were you?"

"I was at work, silly." She laughed.

He rolled his eyes in response, "You don't work on Mondays."

"Don't roll your eyes at me!" Malissa scowled.

Joon raised his eyebrows, "So when you roll your eyes at me, it's fine. But, when I roll my eyes at you, I get shouted at for it?"

"Yes. Precisely." She faked a smile and held her arms out to Joon's tall figure.

Joon just stared blankly at her.

Malissa furrowed her brows, "Well? Aren't you going to take my coat off for me and hang it up?"

"No. Do it yourself." He scoffed, walking into the kitchen and getting out the things he needed for a coffee.

Malissa gasped in anger and walked into the kitchen, "What is your problem?!"

He didn't look up at her, only continuing to make his hot drink, "You are my problem. You're barely ever home, you never say 'Saranghae' anymore. How do I know you're not running off with some other guy behind my back, Malissa?!"

Malissa smirked, "You know what? I am. I'm sleeping with him, too. I just wanted to finally get some fame. And it worked. Now that I have what I want, you're of no use to me. In other words, I never loved you."

Joon clenched his jaw, eyebrows furrowed as he felt his anger spiralling out of control.

He wanted to cry, scream, and was very angry.

Why didn't he see it before now? His fans were right, once again.

He closed his eyes tightly to try and calm down and took a deep breath.

"Just go. I don't want to see you anymore. We're through. I'll get your stuff shipped to his place as soon as I can. Just go."

Mellisa's smirk widened and she happily walked out of the house, closing the door behind her. 

Joon opened his brown eyes and suddenly smacked the counter top, making his hand throb in pain. He then broke down in tears, holding his hurt hand and sinking to the floor.

Why did he have to fall for her of all people? His fans were right. They saw the signs but he didn't.

The SOLDIERS were right.

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 13, 2017 ⏰

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