BTS ONE-SHOTS AND SCENARIOS

Kim namjoon- I miss you -angst

(A/N: so this is gonna be a "KING KAMJOON 🤴🏻💕"angst. I dont know, but this genre kind of suits him)

Narrators pov.
There he stood, looking at you with sorrowful eyes. He knelt down, sobbing. "I-I'm sorry Y/N..... If I knew t-this would happen, I wouldn't have left you alone" he cried.

He looked at you one more time, knowing that this would be the last time that he would see you. He held your pale hands and kissed it. "I love you..... please don't leave me.... come back.... I don't know how to live without you...." he held your hand tightly as he looked at your closed eyes. "Sir, you have to let go, we're taking her to the morgue" the male nurse said. "N-no!! Wait! I want to hold her a little longer, please... just this time.." he held the stretcher and held your hands one more time. A few moments later, he held out a small box. He opened it, revealing a diamond ring. "H-here, I was supposed to put this on your hand" he held out the ring to you and put it on your ring finger. "I wanted to marry you Y/N... please.... forgive me...." he said one last time before the nurses took you away.

He looked at the leaving vehicle, where they took your body. He knelt down and held his hair, before sitting down and sobbing on his knees. A few minutes later, he stood up and got in his house.

He sat down the chair near him and looked down the floor, emotionless.
He reminisced about the memories when you and he used to walk around the park, looking at kids playing in the playground, imagining your kid being in there, playing with the other kids.
Now that he knows that it'll never happen, made him even more sad.
A few hours later, he heard a couple knocks from the main door. He slowly got up to open it.
He opened the door slowly, revealing your mom and dad, crying. They both hugged Namjoon and cried. He sobbed on your parents arms. "Y/N wanted us to give this to you a long time ago. I figured that this would be the time to show you this" your mother gave him a box and a key.

He smiled at your parents and welcomed them in his house. He made them tea and talked to them.
When they left, he locked the door and went to the living room, looking at the box that is on the coffee table. He went closer and sat down on the sofa.

He took the key from his pocket and looked at it.

He took a deep breath before unlocking the box. Tears went down his cheeks as he looked at the pictures that were nicely stacked in the box. There is also a music box, a little journal, a bracelet, and a little box.
He slowly switched the pictures and admired them. There are a lot of photos of you and him together. Including your first date, and some selfies of both of you. You two were very happy at those times. Smiling at each other and looking at each others eyes like nothing is around you. Your eyes were full of love, and life. Oh how he wished to see them again. But now.... you're gone.... forever.

The little blue box caught his eyes. He held it and looked at it before opening it.
His eyes widened when he saw what it was. A beautiful gold and silver ring.

He noticed a carving on the ring. "Till death do us part". A tear dropped from his eye.

He regretted everything. "Forgive me for this, Y/N. I miss you already. I want to see you" he said and took a gun from his drawer. "Im sorry" he whispered as tears dropped from his eyes. He smiled sadly before shooting himself.

END