I feel nothing without him. I AM nothing without him. He doesn't know how much I like him. It kills me......
I'm waking to school thinking it'll be a good day until I hear this one little thing from someone,"Lots of girls like *him*."
You could say I felt devastated. I ran the rest of my way to school hoping class would start soon when I arrived. I was horrified but not surprised that others liked him. The bell rang with a piecing tone,class was starting. I couldn't stop thinking about it, those five words went around my head. He knew I liked him but he didn't like me back, I got used to that and nearly gave up hope but that little bit of me told me to keep believing so I did. The day rolled on, thank god it had gone quick. As I left the front gate to leave, a girl came to me and out of the blue asked,"So you like *HIM*?"
I replied with,"Yeah what about it?"
As I would but then she left. Random much? Anyway I continued my journey home. Not to long after I got back, I decided I would go out and see a friend from my old school since we went to different high schools. I got dressed, ran downstairs, grabbed my bike and left.
The next morning, I wake up with a banging head ache but still go ready for school. Suddenly, my mum shouts,"CHLOE GET UP YOUR LATE!!!!"
WHAT ITS 8:30?!?
I rush downstairs and we go. My mum wasn't too happy with me but we soon got to school and I ran to my first class, science. Great. I walk in,"sorry I'm late" I say nervously as my classmates stare at me. "It's fine take a seat." My teacher said,"stay behind after class."
Class finished, I waited for everyone to leave.
"Why were you late then?"
"Over slept sorry"
"Its ok but you've got a detention"
I leave the classroom, my friends were waiting outside for me.
"Detention only" I said with a awkward laugh.
We all left for period two and break came not to long after. Detention was boring. Third period was also boring, so was the rest of the day.
I went home and ran upstairs and belly flopped onto my bed with a sigh. Same happened the next day but it was Friday HALLELUJAH I'd say to myself everyday on a Friday. Saturday I went to town with my good old pals, we had fun and we'd bumped into 'HIM' once and said hi but he'd stayed with us until we all left. After that, I had decided to text him saying "hey this is kinda awkward but I like you a lot" and I sent it. WAIT CHLOE WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?!?
I felt myself go red, even worse HE ACTUALLY READ IT!! He only said 'ok' but it was a huge thing for me.
It's next week now and I found out this guy liked me in my class which was his friend. That GUY happened to ask me out. GREEEEEEAAAAAAT. I said yes thinking it would mean I could be closer to "HIM" but it didn't. We'd broke up and I was still in love with "HIM". I had been for ages. My friends had asked HIM out multiple times but he always said no sorry.
"I'm giving up hope" I said to all my friends but I never did, I liked him to much to let him go........
END OF STORY
Hey guys it's me again, this is all true. I wanted to express my feelings. Anyway I hope you emojis reading🙊🙊Bye guys!
