hi! thanks for reading this! It took me a LOT of guts to write this book. lovemefoeva wrote the book this one is based after. Read her two books My mom is a prostitute, my dad a sex addict, and me and my brother are....? and Julian&&AnnaShane. This will mak a lot more sense. This book is for mature people only and deals with sexual situations. Thanks! :)
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Chapter 1
“Anna. Anna. Anna!” Julian prodded and poked me, trying to get me to awaken from the light sleep I had been taking in his truck, on the way to the honeymoon, which quite frankly, I had no clue where it was.
“Jules, was I really sleeping?” I asked as I snuggled into his shoulder. Mmm, I loved his Polo cologne smell.
“Yeah, Anna,” Julian said, smiling. We stopped at a stop sign. There was nobody coming and nobody behind us. He pulled my chin up to his face to kiss me. It wasn’t a gentle kiss either. It was the fierce, rated R type of kiss that I loved. My tongue slipped into his mouth and my hands clung to his hair. Suddenly I wasn’t so tired. Quickly, Julian pulled away.
“Sorry, Anna, but we aren’t there yet. You’ll just have to learn to resist me,” Julian smirked.
“Well, Julian Shane, I think you have that backwards. You will have to learn to resist me,” I teased. God, Julian looked so hot. I could tear his clothes off right now. Hs lips were so inviting, too. Even though we were half-siblings, nothing felt... wrong about us.
I slipped my hand into his and closed my eyes. I breathed in his cologne and smiled. Life was good. It was about to get better, though. We had a daughter, who was with Sam at the moment, and a house and we both had jobs. I loved life, actually.
“We’re here,” Julian said and he slipped his hand out of mine to turn off the ignition. I lifted my head and saw a huge stone lake house in front of me. This was a little taste of perfection.
“Wow,” I managed to choke out. This was beyond my belief. It’s beauty was immense. I jumped out of the truck and my simple, elegant dress dropped out with me. Lifting its train, I ran to the house.
“Wait!” Julian called after me. What could he want? Why couldn’t I go in by myself?
“Huh?” I asked. At the same time, Julian came running at me and lifted me up. We spun around and I laughed so hard. He kissed me gently and opened the door. We walked inside and I saw a huge living room with ivory colored furniture and wooden, glossy floors. Woah. This place was kick ass!
“You like it?” He asked. Was he stupid?
“Duh!” I responded, giggling.
Julian brought me over to the couch and dropped me on it. He leaned over me and started passionately kissing him. God, this was heaven. We started heavily making out and I slipped my hands under his suit. I let out a small moan between kisses. Julian found the zipper on the back of my dress and undid it. I began removing his shirt and he was slipping off my dress. Then I remembered my vow to Julian and myself.
No sex until I was 20. 2 more years to go.
Julian had my dress off already. I was in my bra and panties. “Julian,” I said, still kissing him. I must of panted it, not said it because he continued removing garments. “Julian,” I said stronger this time. He stopped and stared at me.
“What?” He said, confusion all over his face. He must of forgotten our promise, just as I had. Then he smirked. How in the blue hell could he make a situation funny like this? Then he spoke again. “I brought condoms.”
Wow. Did he really just say that? “Still... I said not until we were 20. As much as I want to and as much as you want to, we can’t have another baby, nor can we afford one. Can we just enjoy our time together this weekend?” It was going to be tough to not give in to Julian. He was so fucking hot, plus we both loved each other and knew what each other wanted. I had missed everything about him during his time overseas.
Julian sighed. “No.” He stated, simply. I stared at him and tried to figure him out. This was totally unlike him. Then he continued. “We are going to sit here and totally hate each other alllll weekend. In fact, I’m giving you the silent treatment,” He joked. I should have guessed that! Gosh, I needed to get my sense of humor back.
Julian stared at me and looked like a starved dog. What was he looking at? Oh, crap. I realized I was still undressed. I blushed. Quickly, Julian pulled me in for a kiss. He knew how to break an awkward silence that ever existed. Smiling against the kiss, I whispered “I love you,” and pulled away again. “I need to take a shower. Drop some PJs and stuff in the bathroom for me,okay?” I asked. He nodded and I ran up the grand staircase, leaving Jules and my dress in the living room. God, I loved that boy.
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I found the bathroom and undressed what was left on me. I jumped into the cold shower and scrubbed all the makeup and hair supply off of me. I scrubbed and scrubbed and scrubbed before I heard somebody sneakily try to get into the bathroom. “Nice try, Jules,” I said. I swiveled in my place to grab the shampoo and slipped. “Ahh!” I said, falling through the shower curtain and landing on Julian, who looked innocent. He laughed a devious laugh and smiled. “Shit!” I whispered, trying to regain my balance. I kept slipping and Julian kept laughing. I was butt naked, too! Not that he hadn’t ever seen that before... but STILL!! I gave up and laid on top of Julian. Sighing, he stood up with me wrapped around him. He walked into the bedroom with me on him still. I started shivering.
“Want a towel?” Julian asked, laying me down. He started to walk away.
“No,” I stopped him. Was I about to give up? “I want you,” I said, pulling his tie back to me. I crashed my lips to his. We passionately started kissing, which quickly turned into a make out session. There was no going back, not this time.
“Anna,” Julian warned, crawling on top of me, “You sure you want to go this far again?” He growled. I didn’t want to torture him anymore.
“I couldn’t be more sure,” I whispered back. This was it and I was ready. Almost 3 years ago was the last time we had made love.
I started on Julians shirt while he started kissing me harder. “I love you so much,” He kept whispering. When I got his shirt off, he stood up, breaking the kiss, to take off his pants. Once they were taken off, he crawled into bed with me. We climbed under the covers. We were making love all night. Even if I wanted to, I couldn’t love that man anymore than I already did. Finally, after all the passion and love, I fell asleep, snuggled into Julians arms.
