i woke up. to the smell of weed at first I thought I was home but then everything flushed back into my mind
there I was just about to give this guy some krypt and then gun shots were fired and windows were bust And I blacked out.
I tried to get Up but my legs where tied together. Help! I shout, help!... somebody walked inside
??:ayee stfu!
me: please don't hurt me I'M begging you please
the guy started to laugh and That's When I realized who it was..
me: chris? is that you?!
Chris smiled
me: why chris? why?
I started to break down
but then I thought about it and he would want me to break down.
chris: I did it for the money kesha.. or should I say smoke
chris got close
me: you know what going to happened when my bother finds out right?
Chris: Nothing because he won't find out
chris kissed me and I spit in his face he laughed
chris: you know... I always wanted to fuck you
chris got on top of me and threw me on the bed he pulled off my jacket
me: what the hell!
he started touching all over me.
me: stop no Stop ! nooo!
but he kept going and soon he had me streched out across the bed naked
chris sucked on my nipple
I was trying not to cry
he then put me into his lap I started kicked but he punched me in the eye
chris: stop and enjoy baby he whispered .
I don't know why but I stopped struggling and let it go and just started crying
I cried louder as his finger entered me and about time he pulled his finger out I had lost my voice he pulled down his pants and entered me roughly
me: Chris! please! no
but he didn't listen 45 minutes later he left me there hopeless and in pain
I cried till o couldn't no more
as I drifted of to sleep I thought about the words I said at my sister's funeral
why? why me?....
