I can't be
the daughter
or friend
or student
you want me to be;
I'm not like
you want me to be.
And I know
more or less secretly
you hate me for it,
and you can't imagine
how sorry I am
and how much
I hate myself for it.
I'm a fucking failure.
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I can't be
the daughter
or friend
or student
you want me to be;
I'm not like
you want me to be.
And I know
more or less secretly
you hate me for it,
and you can't imagine
how sorry I am
and how much
I hate myself for it.
I'm a fucking failure.