All in the Name of Love

Regret/Guilt/Hatred/Love?

So basically Michael died. Hunter beat him to near death and Jason had killed him without blinking. How-how could they kill someone that was their friend, and been in their lives longer than I have been. What the fuck was I thinking when I accepted Hunter's proposal for me to be his girlfriend. He is a murderer, monster! Who kills people just like that. What am I going to do?
Its been a month since the incident and for 3 weeks I have been trying to avoid Hunter as much as possible.
Now thinking back, although Michael did try to force me, I felt like he was a nice guy. Maybe, we would've became good friends ,maybe he was forced to that to me, i dont know,because why would he do it. He would not betray his best friend like that would he?
I  was interrupted with my thoughts when I heard a knock on my apartment door. I quickly ran to to peek through the key hole. Please don't be hunter please don't be hunter... It was Jessica . I let out a sigh of relief.
I opened the door to let her in.
"Wait-how did u get my address?" I asked her
"I just asked the principle" he said with her usual emotionless face expression.
"But -how?" I stuttered. How could he give private information like that to anyone?
What ever.
"So... What brought u here?" I asked her. Actually interested in her answer.
"No reason, I was bored. Plus I heard what happened. So yh. U know u should feel guilty for what u did? " she said really aggressively.
"What?" I asked. I was confused. What have I done to be blamed?
"U know Michael.his mum died . I was the only person that he actually spoke to about these stuff. Yh I liked him. But u got him killed didn't u!" These words hit me like a bullet.
"It wasn't my fault . H-hunter-" she cut me of.
"Yh I know that jerk is heartless enough to kill his own best friend although Michael was very loyal to him. You knew how much Michael loved his friend Hunter dont you? They where best friends. Although he didn't approve some stuff that Hunter did. "
Tears where coming to my eyes as  Michaels unconscious bloody body on the floor appeared before my eyes.
"Stop, please" I cried
"I hate that Hunter killed him. I hate how he broke his bones. I hate the look he had on his face while beating him up. I hate it. I hate how evil he looked. I hate how much force he used to beat him up without a second thought. No body deserves that even animals" I cried with tears streaming down both of our eyes. She liked Michael I guess. He's not someone that u cant not fall in love with. I visioned his face again. Broken bones, blood everywhere,skull cracked open. Looking into my eyes as he was trying to say he was sorry.
"Stop!" She yelled "why the hell did u become that monsters girlfriend then!" She yelled even more!
" Because I loved him!" I screamed.
There was a moment of silence between us. Until Jessica broke it.
"Do u still love him?" She asked looking into my eyes.
"I-i don't know" I answered. I felt so stupid. How can I not know. he killed someone in front of my eyes. He killed his best friend. To do what ? Save me?
I saw Jessica slowly collapse on the floor. She started crying hysterically
"It my fault . I pushed him away. I turned him down when all he asked was for some company. He approached me and I pushed him away. Like I always do. Like I do for everyone that I meet. I thought he'd forget about me and return to his popular life but it was me that got him killed.
I am sorry. It was me who led him to do that to you. Because he knows Hunter would kill anyone who dare touch you. So that's why. In order to get himself killed." She said.
I sat beside her. Couldn't say anything. I couldn't do anything to comfort her.
"I'm sorry" I managed to say.
I leaned in towards her to give her a hug. Smelt like a sweet flower garden.I tightened my hug to give her some comfort. She resisted at first but hug back eventually.
I don't know how long we stayed like this but at the end when she let go of me and we separated.
"Thanks" she whispered."I guess I need that."
I smiled back at her in response.
"I probably should get going now" said Jessica getting up dusting the blue jumpsuit she was wearing.
"Okay yh" I said as she made her way out of my flat. I turned around and sighed. I saw that Jessica had left her  purse. At that moment I heard the door bell ring. Thinking it was Jessica coming back to get her purse I opened the door. But it was Hunter.
"Hey baby girl" he said smiling as he came in and closed the door behind him. I looked down not wanting to show my face to him. I didn't want him to know that I had cried and my make up was ruined.
He came closer to me but I backed away.I could feel the tension in the air. I continued backing up until my back hit the kitchen counter. He picked up his hand stoked my face gently which I pulled away.
"What's wrong baby?" He asked as he lifted my head and saw I had cried. I immidntly looked back down.
"Nothing" I managed to say.
"I hope so. Who ever made you cry would face me at the end of the day" he said hugging me and planting kisses on my neck.
"How could you do it?" I asked
"What?"
"How could you kill your best friend because of a girl you just met a week ago?" I said
"No body deserves to be treated like that baby. So try not to think about that so much. It kills me to see you upset." He leaned in closer.
I looked up at him and planted a kiss on his lips. Which turned into us making out for a long time.
"Hey" I looked up in his eyes.
"Let's go somewhere to eat I'm starving"
"What ever you want" he planted  kiss on my forehead and headed for my apartment door.
"You coming?" He asked. I immidntly dashed towards him getting hold of his hands.
"Wait a minute I need to fix my makeup. Can't go put looking like this can I now" I said and ran into my bathroom without waiting for Hunter's response .
I came out looking fresh with maroon matt lipstick eyeliner mascara and smoky eye shadow.
I held his hand again kissing him on the cheek as we walk out of the door.
Its the author speaking. Everyone thank you for your support. I know I haven't updated in a very long while and sorry that this chapter was bland . but forgive me❤