Ice and Fire

War of Fire; War of Ice

I still feel like I'm lying to Yuka. I only had sex with Misuzu to help Yuka, to protect her. But Misuzu loves me. I guess I kind of like Yuka, I mean, she has always been there for me. And despite being clingy, she is sweet. Plus, it's rather clear that she likes me. She has gotten mad when I got close to Misuzu. We have been through misunderstandings, but if she knew about this. This was for real. Would she believe me. I'll just, not tell her. It seemed like Yuka was just going to be right there and through time we would become a couple. But now I know how Misuzu feels and it feels awkward. Since all of our other friends have died, things have been different and now more than ever Yuka wants me. Should I give in and be with her? Or should I tell her about Misuzu? But who knows what she might do? It's true that in the end all I wanted to do was protect Yuka and that what she wanted to do for me, too. So I guess we love each other. But something's missing, or maybe there is something extra. And that something is Misuzu. Wha is this I'm feeling? Pressure? Love? Both? I wish things were back to normal! That it could be all six of us again. I wish that stupid red night never happened! But then I would only have met Yuka. I guess it was better to have friends and lose them then to never had have them. Now I'm getting off topic. Yuka I love. Misuzu I care for. I've only ever kissed Yuka. But I've mad love to Misuzu, even if it wasn't for love. I don't know what I'm doing! It's like this awful burning feeling! Fire taking over my soul. But ice is trying to get rid of it, and now I'm frozen. It's a baddie of fire and ice and while you might think that makes it even it makes it worse! Fire and ice, how do you chose?