So now i know, I'm no longer confused of my sexual orientation, I always knew i didnt like girls in that way but now i know for sure. Chase made me realise... He makes me feel so special.... No one knows about me and him yet. Its a sort of secret just between him and me. Hopefully soon we will tell our parents about our relationship with each other.
Me and chase have been together for quite sometime now but i never realised exactly how special we were to each other. We're just nervous how people will treat us as we are in our last year of high school and we dont want people causing problems right near the end of school for us.
Anyways life at home is a little bit of a muddle as mum and dad keep saying i need to talk to them more and not constantly be on my laptop, but the problem is, I have trust issues, i always have, since i can remember. I have no brothers or sisters as after i was born my parents got told they could not have anymore kids, which upset me quite alot as i have always wanted a little sister to play hairdressers and families with but wasnt able to have one. I do have a pet dog thats always around me and looking after me. She is like my sister, we always had a great bond as if anyone goes to hurt me she protects me.
