Andy x Reader. Don't ever hurt yourself for me please

I need to Get Over It

Jane's POV
I was setting next to Jake and we picked out 'Fault In Our Stars' well he did. I loved it but kinda hated because me mum died of cancer when i was 16. I ended up leaving in the middle of her explaining her lung cancer. I ran staright to my room and locked the door. I heard footsteps behind me. I closed the door and locked it before the person could get in. "Jane open up!" I hear CC say. "No thank you!!" I yell at him and throw a pillow at the door. "Don't make me take down this door young lady!!" He yells.

~~~~Flashback~~~~
I was in my old room again. "Don't make me taks down this door young lady!!!" I hear my dad say. I was crying on my bed. Mins later I hear the door hit the floor. My drunk dad comes in and rips me off my bed and begins to hit me. Then rapes me.
~~~End of flashback~~~

I was crying harder. I went out after i cleaned up. I went to and went down staors and saw all tbe guys sitting there. "Why did you run off?" Andy asked getting up. "I don't want to talk about it." I say coldly. I went down to the basement for some alone time. I started to play my bass and played 'Floral & Fading' by ptv and ended up singing it. When i stopped i heard claping i slowly and saw the hole band! "WHAT THE HELL I CAME DOWN HERE FOR SOME ALONE TIME!" I YELLED pushing them up stairs