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not an update...

Well... I just want to share with you guys what happened yesterday but let me explain you how Puerto Rico is right now..

Since María came, things had been in crisis lately. Donald Trump wasn't a help, people are dying of hunger because they don't have money to buy food and many teachers are leaving to USA to work...

I been almost two months without school and I like I'm going to lose my shit. I don't feel happy.

The streets had been a bit violent lately and I had incident yesterday with my family.
This what happened...

I was eating in a pizzeria with my parents and my brother around 7:30pm... The door was open in that place because it was hot inside. Theres a avenue on front of the restaurant and cars are driving without a traffic light.

When we finished eating, I was talking with my family about going to study in a other country and random things with them but they seem to disagree so I accepted it and looked at my phone...

Soon we heard gunshots on front of the pizzaria and everybody dropped down on the floor. I was on the floor holding my head with a panic attack, I couldn't breathe or move a muscle. My dad stood up the whole scene because he's a cop and he already had his gun out but the gun shots are getting closer and louder.

I couldn't think nothing but just my family, my friends, my teachers... I suddenly felt many flashback flashing in my head about the LA incident, Florida and many shootings. I just thought to myself, 'This is it... It's our turn now... Why do we deserve this".

When everything stopped, everybody slowly stood up and looked around if everyone was okay, I looked at my family being unharmed by the scene and I started scaredly crying. I was shaking a lot and being traumatized by the scene. I had experience hearing shooting around my house but being in the situation is something horrible.

People thought I was hurt but I was actually scared... We waited when everything was clear and we went home quickly. I cried all the way home and my mother had to comfort me...

It was scary... I really lost trust of going outside...

That's what i wanted to share with you guys but I really still shock what just happened and I will never forget that experience...

Thank you for reading this....