Being too scared to laugh (my street x reader)

Cut my hair

I havent been able to sleep ever since then learning im her daughter learning she gave me away its like a disease....that never goes away i feel like i died inside when i heard what happened it left me broken life less i thought i have found my life here in a small town but i havent found my life at all i wish i could back to the past when, i take out my guitar and start playing a song i learned "often i am upset that i cant not fall in love but i guess theres a voice that stress is falling out of it" i start to think of my self "are you tired of me yet? Im a little sick right now but i swear when im ready i will fly us out of here" remembering when i was in the hospital for being so sick I coughed up blood
"I cut hair...leave.... ill cut my hair" i smiled remembering my first hair cut "ill cut cut hair" "strangely feels at home in this place"
After words i went to sleep but in the end i was just living a nightmare