Fluttering Heart (Discontinued)

Chapter 14

FLASHBACK cont.-still part of the letter)

Joy's POV

     Jungkook and I stared at each other for a moment longer until the music finally turned on. It was Kara's 'Mister'. My heart was thundering inside my chest and it was getting harder for me to breathe. I had performed in front of many people before, but there were probably hundreds of people in the auditorium in front of us. Shaking, I started to follow along to the music with the steps that I knew. Jungkook on the other hand, stood there frozen. His hands were limp at his sides and his face was twisted in a grimace by the song that Taeyeon unnie chosen. If I felt out of place dancing like this, I could only imagine what was going through his mind. I almost laughed at how embarrassed he looked, but I myself was freaking out. About ten seconds into the song the cheering from the crowd almost completely died down. I started freaking out and my face was burning from humiliation. I tried making my dance moves stronger and more fierce, but my nervousness didn't let me move the way I wanted. He just stood there looking out at the crowd. Something seemed to have caught his eye, and he looked like he was mouthing something.  

     "Hey this isn't Kara!" someone from the audience shouted out. Other students also began hollering and complaining. i stopped dancing for a moment and nudged Jungkook. He looked at me like he was coming out of a trance. I pointed to the audience and started to dance again. He seemed to understand what I was saying and started dancing as well. I was shocked to see him dancing to the girly moves, but I could tell he didn't want to be doing them. He looked like he wanted to kill himself.

     "What the hell is this!" another voice from the audience cried out. Well, I guess this was the end of both our reputations.

JungKook's POV

     I couldn't believe I was doing this. Someone shoot me. Shoot me right now.

     However, there was one good thing that came out of this. As my eyes had roamed around the audience, I found Yeri sitting near the front. This alone made me feel a little bit better. She had actually decided to turn up. I tried mouthing my apology to her, and she playfully stuck her tongue out at me. The adorable little act told me were back to being friends again. I kept looking at her and a part of me wanted to believe that there was something in her eyes that said she had been as miserable without me as I had been without her. Then Joy nudged me, and made me break my eye contact with Yeri. I turned to Joy and saw that she was dancing to the song by herself. I felt terrible when I saw the scared look on her face. She was as red as a tomato. I sighed and unlocked my muscles to start following along with mortifying dance moves. 

     Now, I was dancing with the girliest moves known to man in front of more than half the college- including Yeri. Yet, I didn't have to continue long. After a few minutes, I saw a bright pink light turn on from the corner of my eye. When I twisted around to look at what was happening I immediately stopped dancing. Once again I was frozen in place. This time I couldn't move because I was looking at one of the most gorgeous sights of my life. Cheers from the crowd started up again, and I felt Joy start pulling me away to backstage. 

Yeri's POV

     I stared at the stage as the curtains opened up.Joy and Jungkook stood staring at each other. For a second I thought they had something they had prepared, but when the music started they both seemed out of place. Joy thought quickly and started dancing and improvised the dance moves she didn't know. Jungkook just stood there staring out to the audience. His eyes seemed to be looking for something. I just watched him to see what he was going to do. He seemed to have dressed up, and his fringe was neatly combed into place. I admired how his  eyes made him look so sweet even when he was obviously freaking out. When I realized that I was technically checking him out I shook my head and started to turn my eyes to Joy. Yet, before I could look away from him, his eyes locked with mine. I stared back at him with an emotionless face. His already gorgeous eyes softened even more when they met with mine. He started to mouth something that I couldn't understand. My eyebrows furrowed and I put my hand on my ear signaling to him that I didn't get what he was trying to tel me. Jungkook started mouthing his words more slowly and I picked up what he was trying to say.