Me and Alex have been dating for 4 months and we were really happy with our relationship!
Well, that's what we thought... His ex came back. Should I even consider her as his ex? I mean yeah he fell inlove with her but... She just ended up hurting him. She gave him false hopes! Alex thought that if he started courting Clarisse, she'll ended up saying yes because they had something special. I know that because I've been there... watching them.
I really like Alex since... Uhm... I couldn't remember when! Maybe when we started chatting, maybe when we started hanging out, maybe when our friendship started to bloossom. I really don't know when.
I was gonna confess my feelings to him but he confessed his first! He said that he's inlove with Clarisse so he asked me for help. I helped him 'cause he's my best friend! I thought he'll be happier with Clarisse, but I was wrong.
After 6 months courting her, Clarisse dumped him for no concrete reason. She told him that she wanted to focus on her studies but it was all just a lie, she just couldn't admit to Alex that she's still inlove with one of Alex's friend, Tim.
Me: Alex?
Alex: Hmm?
Me: If you stop loving me, you would inform me. Right?
Alex: What's up with that question?
Me: Nothing. I just want you to say yes you would. Please tell me that you'll inform me!
Alex: Yes, I would. I promise! But don't even wait for that day to come 'cause it will never happen. I love you very much! - He kissed my forehead.
I was really happy to hear those words coming from him. I love him very much! My love for him is greater than the entire universe. I would do anything just to see him happy, even if it means I'll live a sad and unwanted life.
A week have passed and it was saturday that day. Every Saturday he would come to my house to visit me and we would go for a walk around town, but that day was different... He called me through the phone
Alex: Hey babe?
Me: Yes babe? Are you here already?
Alex: Uhmm... No babe. I think we won't be able to be together this week. I can't make it there. I'm sorry...
Me: It's alright babe. We'll just see each other some other next week.
Alex: Hm... Ok.
Me: Bye babe! I love you
Alex: Bye.
He didn't say 'I love you too'. So I thought he had a problem, I went to their house to check on him and to remind him that he can always count on me. By my surprise, when I was still in the cab, I saw him with Clarisse.
It pained me seeing them together. It really did! I'd never seen him smile that way with me before. I could see in his eyes true joy! His entire being including his soul was smiling and full of life.
I got off the cab. Streets are filled with people, but I was feeling so lonely...
What if he stopped loving me? What if he went back with Clarisse? I then remembered his promise "Yes, I would. I promise! But don't even wait for that day to come 'cause it will never happen. I love you very much!". I chose to trust him... - 'When he gets home, he'll call you and tell you what he did today. You'll see' - I told myself
