I Can't Sleep.
I Just Realized That I'm Terrified Of Thunder And Lightning
Probably Because It Reminds Me Gunshots
This Is What I Get For Being The Daughter Of A Former Military Sargent.
When I Was Younger And Lived On The Bases, We Would Have These Drill Things For If We Got Bombed Or Something. We'd Have To Hide Under Tables. It's Probably Different Now But Eh.
I Also Got To Hang Out With My Dad Sometimes And Draw On A Huge Whiteboard While Him And Other Soldiers Talked About Important Stuff.
Those Places Smelled Really Good.
Like
A Sort Of Office, Yet Gun Smokey Smell.
I Honestly Miss The Army Life. We Got To Go Places, We Moved, The Only Sucky Part Was Not Seeing My Dad Very Often.
So When I Was Upset, My Mom And I Would Lay In Bed And Watch Recordings And I'd Feel Better.
Oh God, Im Crying Remembering This.
I Really Loved That Life, Honestly. Although If I Still Lived In It, I Probably Would Be MUCH Different. I Would Never Have Met greythesleevie , Meaning I Never Would've Shown Her Wattpad, Meaning She Never Would've Met Schmaltzii 《Sorry For Tagging Ya Lmao》 , Meaning We Never Would've Been In Our Little OP Communist Group... Perhaps It's A Good Thing I Don't Live That Life Anymore, Though. Because I Would Be Busy, Never Would've Downloaded Watty, And Never Would've Met Some Of You.
So Thank You For Staying With Me Through All My Crazy Ups And Downs As I Try To Figure Out The Life Of A Normal Kid.
:)
~ Yours Truly,
Ice
