One Thing Never Said (Louis Tomlinson fanfiction)

Chapter 2

Louis's P.O.V.

"Because that was the day i realized i had feelings for you"  Loganne whispered, then i heard the buzz meaning she hung up. Did she just say she has feelings for me? No. She said Had. Had feelings for me. DAMMIT! I wrecked it all! I missed Hallie's funeral, i messed up my chance with her, and she is disssapointed and mad at me. Why do i have to wreck everything?!

"GOD DAMMIT!" i screamed. I grabbed my lamp on my bedside table and threw it across the room. It hit the wall and shattered, as all the glass pieces fell on the ground. My hands were in fists with my knuckles going white, I was breathing heavily, and my face was most likely going red.

My door flew open and Liam stood there with a worried look on his face. "WHAT HAPPENED?!" he yelled. "I got angry and threw my lamp at the wall and it broke" i mumbled not even looking at him. "Well why were you so angry that you threw your lamp at the wall?" Liam asked confused.

"Loganne" i mumbled. Liam's eyes widened at her name. "Are you going to have another break down?" Liam asked cautiously. "What do you think just happened" i told him through still gritted teeth. "But your breakdowns are crying" he stated like he knew everything.

"They are called 'emotional' break downs. Meaning all emotions" I grumbled.

He sighed.

"Louis. You have been having these breakdowns for a month now, but none of us know who this 'Loganne' person is. Can you please just let us know that much?" He asked softly.

I put my hands on the back of my neck and sighed.

"I guess it's time i told someone what happened."

Liam gave me a small smile, as he walked over and sat on my bed, with me joining him, seconds later.

I looked at my hands and began telling him.

"Loganne. Was my best friend. We met when we were quite young, but we clicked, and always got together to hang out. We were both 18 and we were at our park, when her phone rang. We knew her sister had cancer, but it was only a small part in the back of her calf, that they surgically removed, and put her on pills to keep it away. The phone call, was her mother telling her to go to the hospital" I took in a sharp breath, thinking of this horrible day. "We got there, and found out, Hallie was in a coma. When they scanned her for cancer, they didn't find the tiny speck that had started in her lungs. She died about 30 minutes after we had arrived at the hospital. About three weeks later, I came to audition for the X-Factor, not realizing, that was the day of Hallie's funeral." Tears were threatening to spill from my eyes. "I missed her funeral Liam. She got really mad  and thought i did it purposely." I pulled out my phone, and showed him the text that Loganne had sent me that day. "She didn't believe When i said i thought it was the next day. She hasn't talked to me since today because she has been mad."

Liam raised his eyebrow.

"She talked to you today?"

I nodded.

"What did she say?"

"She just said to stop having breakdowns over her, because it happened 3 years ago not 3 days ago and she. She told me that she had a crush on me" I mumbled the last part.

Liam sighed.

"well that explains a lot actually. If she had a crush on you, and you missed her sisters funeral, that would make her more mad, because she had feelings for you and this got her really angry" he explained.

I nodded slightly.

"Liam, i always had a crush on her, but i didn't want to say anything and wreck our friendship"' i told him. He nodded understandingly.