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It was immense. The feeling of her soft lips touch mine in what seemed like forever. I hadn't see her in over a week and it was slowly driving me insane. All I thought about was her and how I wasn't there to see her. We talked everyday and for the small moments on the phone together I became sane again but after that all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball and disappear. I tried to hide it, every time I was asked I would have to choke back the tears and reply with a "yes I'm fine" when asked about her but the truth is I wasn't. I want her around all the time, I don't want to ever have her out of my sight. I feel so protective and I want her. I want her at my house staying in there and never leaving. Yeah that makes me sound like a crazy controlling basterd but that's how I feel. I have slipped up once and let that side take control over me. In that time I lost everything. Now I'm back and I longed for the moments I would see her. We met up in town as soon as I saw her I picked her up and hugged her and the time stopped for that moment and I could just feel happiness. We walked around and I couldn't stop staring and seeing how beautiful she was knowing I had her back in my arms and that moment. That kiss mended all the parts in me that had broken because I was away from her. When I felt her soft lips press against mine it was amazing, the joy coursing through my blood giving me goosebumps. My heart skipped a beat then began beating 100 miles a minute. It seemed like the whole world stopped to let me savour this moment. The one I had been longing for. I was longing for her touch, her hugs and her kisses. I longed for her to be in my arms once again and finally the moment had arrived. We walked along and in the distance heard a piper playing. One that I could recognise by the style of playing. We went over and saw I was right. It was our friend. We stuck around for a while meeting two other folk before going to the shops and parting ways. We had almost made it to the end of our time together in a shop to spend some money I had got for my birthday. We walked out and towards the bus stop where I knew we would part ways. Then we ended the time with a kiss, one I dreaded because I knew that it would be the last for a while. We parted ways and it all came back, the longing for her, the separation anxiety. Everything returned and I texted her to try get my mind off of it. I done everything, talked to my mum, practiced my theory in driving but nothing can ever take my mind off how I feel away from her. How I feel when she's not around...