Souls

Chaper I

December, 29. 07:45 a.m.

I haven't been dreaming. For the first time in my entire life I had a nightmare. Oh God and it was so realistic I still can't get over it. I woke up 45 minutes ago, I drank two cups of hot coffee, I splashed my face with water at least 10 times and still I can fell chills running through my whole body with the mare though of what I have seen tonight. No, this couldn't be just a nightmare. This was real, I can feel it. Whole scene that happened before my eyes.. No! Wait! Not my eyes. No, that couldn't possibly happened before my eyes. It felt like I was watching the entire scene through someone else eyes. Through someone's mind and hart. I felt the pain in my chest as the girl jumped off of the bridge and into the cold water. I could feel my self calling after her, but there was no sound. Nothing. My mouth were forming the name but my lungs and my vocal cords just stood there helpless. Emily . The girls name was Emily. Who is she? I couldn't see her face. Only white dress and long blonde hair was in display. She didn't turned around, she didn't gave a second though to her decision. She just jumped. And with that she was gone. Her body was gone. But I feel that memory of her is still present. In some ones life. And I want to find out in whose...

December, 29. 08:15 a.m.

Alice left her apartment still thinking about that nightmare she had last night. She was now at the bus station waiting for it to come so she could go to the city library, where she worked for past two years. She liked it. Being surrounded by books. She liked the pictures that books were always putting in her mind. She always memorized them and they would be an inspiration for her photo shoots. Through books and the pictures she made, she seen the world in a different way. Every detail that was displayed, she would studied it. In and out. She would try to find its meaning and purpose. And she loved it. Spending time like that. Reading, creating, studying. It made her life. Gave it meaning. But little did she not knew yet, is  that her life meaning would change in offing...

December, 29. 09:23 a.m.

Nightmare. Where could it possibly go? And suddenly like that? Man, my mind is really fucking with me. The thought of not having a nightmare last night is hunting me whole morning. Happiness and freedom I felt when I woke up easily dissolved into panic and wondering and soon enough my mind was filled with thousands of questions. How? Why? When? Where? ... I was in denial and to be honest, I was scared. Of what? I don't know. Maybe of freedom I have felt this morning. Happiness? I forgot how does it feels to be happy and free. Maybe I was scared of what happiness and freedom would bring with it self. I was scared of trusting and loving again. It will hurt me in the end anyway. Just like the last time...

December, 29. 09:30  a.m.

Harry was still driving through the city of London without a certain destination on his mind. He drove through city streets as he continued his wondering about his nightmare. He was confused, more than confused. But what could he do about it?  Nothing as it seemed. His life was a complete mess and he didn't knew how to fix it. He still doesn't. He tried through writing, singing again, like he used to before the accident... Oh that life he had before the accident. He was happy, contain, free... It was best period of his life. He would sit home writing songs, he would sit anywhere to write a song. Any thing that give him even slightest bit of inspiration, he would use it. Now, all of that is gone. It was gone the second he saw her body floating on top of the river...  He tried everything to fix his life after what happened, but nothing helped. There was nothing that could erase the terrifying picture from his mind. But little did he not knew yet, is that that lifeless body, of a blond girl Emily, that was floating on the top of the river will soon be changed by the other blonde girl which will become his only thought in no time...

a/n :

And the first chapter is heeeere.. tntntntn I really hope you like it, so yeah... Oh and English is not my first language, so if there's any kind of mistakes feel free to correct. I would really appreciate that. Thank you . :)

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-A