Magnus is ill ( MALEC )

Part 23

After a while Alec couldn't hear anything. Magnus stopped crying and just hold Alec' Shirt tight:" Magnus....?" Alec held Magnus' head up and they could see into each other eyes:" I'm sorry that I made you so worried, Alec." "Magn-"Magnus lay his finger onto Alec' lips:" Once you asked me what I'm afraid of. This thing showed me my biggest fear over and over again. To lose you is the most horrible thing that could happen to me. We both know that this day will come and that we can't stop it. When the day come I don't know how to live for eternity without you. I can't do that." Alec pressed him tighter against his body and stroke over his cheek:" Magnus, I couldn't...lose you ether. The whole time you suffered from pain and near the death it was the worst time in my life. You are the piece that make me complied. Before I know you my hearts was empty and know every inch is filled with you. Even when I will die one day I never leave you and I'm always by your side for eternity." The fact that Alec would die one day was a sensible theme for the couple because they knew that it would happen and that they can't stop it. They never talk about it:" Eternity doesn't matter to me when you are not with me. I love you Alexander and without you my life has no value." Alec was afraid when he heard what Magnus said. He led his head down and looked sad. Only then Magnus noticed what he had said so he held Alec' head up and smiled at him:" And again I'm sorry, Darling." He sighed:" We shouldn't think about the future because it's far, far away. We should think about presence. And NOW we are together." He kissed Alec gently on his lips. Magnus was right. They were back together and nothing could separate the two so easily again. As soon as Magnus realized the kiss Alec pulled him back onto his lips and replied the kiss. This time it wasn't gentle rather it was full with passion and all the love he felt for Magnus...///