Bruh I can't believe the summer break is already over!!! I really don't want to go back to that shity school, I facking hate it there! The worst thing is.. them!
Who is them u may be thinking we'll.. "them" are the people that I hate the most in my whole life! With other words the "cool kids" what stupid students call them. They are absolutely the worst! How are those kids even "cool"? Oh by bullying other students and making fun of how poor other students are? Come on now that's the stupidest thing I have ever heard in my life! Like wtf is wrong with this school?!
At least! I get to get out of the house and not deal with my abusing mother.. yes "mother" because she thinks that when I call her "mother" she is my mother? Fack no that bitsh is crazy! Even worst! After she gets a new "boyfriend" more like another sexually abusing dude and she brings him home he doesn't even give her attention. So, she gets mad and get it all on me after he goes back home. She keeps yelling and hitting me.. because he didn't stop looking at me. We go through that every week because she gets a new "boyfriend" every week. Yes, that woman that's called my mom is a facking whore! It's surprising that she still have a job I guess she facked her boss or something.
I always try to go out of the house whenever one of her boyfriend's comes to eat dinner with us. Sometimes it works.. but other times it doesn't.. so I always try to stay really far away from her men, but sometimes they take the chance whenever she goes out of the room to get something.. and u know what happens. I get scars and marks on my arms and legs.
I hate my mom more than anything in this life.. how can she do this to me?! She.. she is the worst mother in this world!
Next day
It was 6am. Yes, 6 facking AM!
I woke up went to the door in my room and unlocked it. You can guess why I locked it because my mom may had have some strange ass dude go in this house.. and he also may come in my room and sexually harass me.
Anyways..
So I go to the bathroom and brush my teeth, hair and change to my new school uniform.. yes this year am going to high school and guess who is going there too.. u guessed right it's the "cool kids" Lisa, Jenny, and jisoo what a lucky person I am.. just kill me already for fackes sake!
And don't forget that there will be other students from other middle schools as well. Idk if they have bad kids like the ones I went to middle school with or not. I hope they don't and if they do it will not be even a surprise tbh. There are always some type of mean ass bitshes in every facking school like just why tf? I still don't get it. If it's because u want to be popular at least be popular for being the nicest people at school or the pretty group of students that everyone knows about because they are too beautiful to not be noticed. U know what I mean?
Anyyyywayyyys! So after getting ready I sneak out of the house because I don't want to see or talk to my mom and the person she been banging with. Disgusting. So, after going out I didn't know what to do next because school doesn't start until 7.55 sooo I have a lot of time so I go to school anyways because I don't have anywhere to go nor any friends to be with.
Lucky I had a summer job and earned some money to buy a new freaking phone. Ehm so.. the thing is that I haven't told my mom about it because am afraid that she would actually ask me for money and stuff. I worked my ass of for those moneys and am not going to show her the phone.
I'd be stupid if I show it to her like tf no thanks!
SO, I put on some music on the way to school and put on my headphones.
While walking looked at my new beautiful phone and I actually felt pretty good and proud of myself for the first time in my life.
Enjoying the music and looking at my phone while walking towards the hell that am about to enter I bump into something hard after realizing that I actually just bumped to someone that is actually a guy I just froze there my head stuck to the guys back.. all I thought about was "what the fack am I going to do if he is a bully!!???" I was almost sweating. The dude looked back at me and moved away from me because he probably sow that I was shooked and scared. Then I thought that the only thing that I have to do is to apologize and disappear from that place.
Trying not to show my face I bow like 12 times trying to avoid eye contact with him.
Me: "am so sorry, am sorry am s-"
He Looked at me and said
??: "who are u?"
Fack his voice is so deep and sounds like one of "them" so I better not tell him my name!
Me: "am no one!"
I said while still bowing to hide my face so he won't see my face or even remember me.
"I apologize one more time sir, am really sorry" then tried to go in the school before he says anything..
But this dude is actually annoying me right now like just let it go bro. Before I went past him completely he held on to my bag pack
and dragged me back to stand in front of him.. I was so shocked that I looked up and omfg no this is not a boy it's a painting..
(Ehm I hope u likes it and please tell me if I did something wrong quz English isn't really me first language.. I just learned it at school.. tnx)
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