The Return

A Life which I can't decide

Finally...finally after so many years I See my hyungs again! I drove to the airport and ran to the waiting Hall. I was so happy that I can see them again. I wouldn't even make fun of them because of their shaved hair (well...maybe).

They needed to stay longer because of special reasons. The minutes felt like hours in this cold blank waiting room. I cuddled myself in my puffy Jacket and listened to Music.

Finally the first people came out. I stood up looking for my hyungs like the other familys for theirs. Person per Person found their family and returned home...but my hyungs weren't still there.

I waited another hour... Soon I was alone. "Maybe they're late or let them selfs time or try to wake up Suga Hyung", I thought myself.

Another 2 hours past by and I was alone...I lost Hope step by step. "Where are my hyungs?", I asked myself, "where are they?"
Suddendly the door opened I looked at the door. A man in a black coat and a big hat like the one in the Thriller movies went out. He walked to me. I had a Bad feeling... "Mr. Jeon?", his voice sounded rough and cold.
"Yes?", I asked.

The man looked on the ground and grabbed in his pocket. He took out a Mail and gave it to me. I opened it slowly and carefully, then I began to read the letter:

"Dear Jungkook,
We're sorry I think we don't gonna make it outta here. We got attacked. Hobi is deadly injured and Tae fainted. Jimin is trying to help Tae. Namjoon and Jin take care of Hobi's injuries. I'm sorry this is maybe our last message alive. Take care of yourself...Jin said I should write that you should eat well and Jimin said you should never give up!
We love you,
-Your Hyungs (written by Suga)"

I couldn't believe what I road there, I was shocked, traumatized.

"The six bodies are missing Mr. Jeon...would you please come with me for once."
Still under the trauma, I went with the black coated man. I got in the gray car and we drove down the road. So many thoughts went in my head. I still had the letter in my hands. I read it over and over again. I still couldn't believe it.

The man stopped at a grave yard. He opened the door and I ran outside. I ran inside the yard. I looked at every grave until the last ones. My eyes widned and I began to tremble as soon as I road the first sentence of a gravestone: 'In memory of Park Jimin'. I went on my knees and started crying. I couldn't believe it. I yelled out of anger, I yelled out every pain that I had inside of me, until I couldn't anymore...

They were gone. I didn't realized it until I saw these Stones I thought it was a Bad Joke a trick to make me freak out, but it was reality, the cold true reality. I alway knew that I will lose people but I didn't wanted it this way and Not now! I couldn't even say Goodbye......

The man was gone, He left me alone with the gravestones of my friends....my family....I hope they knew that I love them and that I will always remember them.

"I hope we meet us all in an other live", I said out loud in the belief my Hyungs would hear me.

I fell asleep...as soon as I woke up I heard footsteps....