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Sleeping with Matt Page wasn't smart

No not at all in fact one of the most dumbest things I have ever done

If I could change it though I don't think I would.

some part of me really likes Matt, does it sound...stupid? Yeah it does but

Sometimes you can't help what ya feel inside!

Then again the other parts are in love with spencer...my boyfriend.

Matt was funny and cute, abit up himself and annoying but he meant well

and he was going through a rough patch at the moment. I felt like I connected to Matt like we had something special, something that could never happen because I was with spencer and adultery wasn't on my to-do list well anymore of it!

Spencer was my boyfriend he knew me better than anyone he has managed me at my worst and my best. He would never do anything wrong by me...but I had I had slept with Matt...

I got up to leave and you know get dressed. I had to have a coffee I was SOO hungover and Matt hadn't even got up yet I thought that if I leave now he won't remember about last night.

If he didn't remember he couldn't dob and I wasn't gonna tell Spencer I may be dumb but I'm not totally stupid.

I hurried up getting changed and headed to the diner

"Hey Irene just the usual"

"Coffee with a banana bread" she asked

"Yep" I replied

I took a seat and pulled out my phone to see if I had any texts

Nope not a thing

Spencer was with Chris they had gone to see there dad or something for the night and should be back here at around lunch...couldn't wait

"Oh hey Sasha" called out maddy

Oh no crap crap crap I'm not in the mood no please no

"Oh umm hey madz" I replied

"Wow you look like you have been hit by a train" she said sitting down

"Thanks" I replied sarcastically

"Sorry just saying and your pants are on backwards you must've been in a rush" she replied which was getting annoying

"Oh yeah umm look I gotta go see ya around" I said after receiving my coffee and banana bread from Irene

I rushed home to have a shower change and do my hair...walk of shame was painted all over my face

"That's better" I say to myself getting out of the shower and drying myself off

I get changed and decide to go for a walk to the beach

"Sasha" I hear turning around I see just the person I do not want to....

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