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really??

Crying!!

Hot tears

stream down my face

eyes bloodshot and puffy

'friends' laughing

'family' acting

my doors slamming

my book in hand

my music booming

my blood rushing

my temper rising

my tears flooding

my heart is aching

my stomach loss of food

My tears!!

As yhu can see I'm crying. this is what happens. My so called family take her side.

ughh

her.

she is family but she is miles away from living in my heart.

how dare she yell at my sister for her.mistake and then laugh at herbwhile sshe comes crying to me.  you and your gf are suppose to be her 'parents'. HER FUCKING PARENTS BUT HERE YOU ARE.MAKING HER DAMN CRY FOR YOUR FUCKING MISTAKE!!!! WTF!!!! AND WHEN I YELL AT YOU AND YOU YELL AT ME YOU VRY BECAUSE "She yelled at me" I'm tired of this crap. im tired.of my so called friends taking your side. im tirednof everytime you come over for the weekend your gf acts fake. I'm tired.of this shit. I.honestly am. im tired of crying!!! I'm tired

tired...

I'm tired of the demons in my head. I'm tired of the demons in my house.

I'm tired of the demons yelling at me.

I'm tired of the demons getting to me.

I'm VERY TIRED!!!!

IM TIRED OF YOU GETTING ALL THE SYMPATHY YOU DONT DESERVE.

Your in there fucking crying because I teller at you while I'm crying because I get blamed for a whole bunch of shit.

I'm sorry is isn't the update you were expecting buylt I had to let my anger out.

could you please vote

just to help my anger.