What's the point

Why do I even try

She looked in the mirror feeling disgusted at what she saw. "Ugly, gross, worthless and a disappointment" she mumbled. She cried, not because she's weak or a wimp but because she had held in all the pain for so long that she could not take anymore of it. She needed a shoulder to cry on a warm hug to make her feel loved. But when she looked around there was no one to be found, not one person to give her a hug and tell her that everything will be ok. As she picked up the razor and held it to her wrist knowing that this would be the last time she had to cry the last time she had to hide her tears. She was ready...

Her mum barged in the door just before she ended it "what are you doing? You little sook, you come in here and don't spend any time with your family" she yelled. She looks at the floor "I'm. I'm sorry mum". Her mum walks over to her and slaps her across the face "you are a disappointment" she yelled and slammed the door. She laid on her bed trying to hold back her tears and her emotions, but sometimes you just can't.

After she woke up from crying herself to sleep, she thought to her self. This time, I'm not going to let her win...

If anyone is suffering from depression or is suicidal know that there is always someone out there to help you, and if you have no one to talk to, I can always try my best to help and talk to you.

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