cruelty strikes. i fell apart.

cruelty

tears fell upon my eyes
as i saw you hugging her closely to your chest
pressing your lips against hers
the next second.
wasn't i the one you loved?
you adressed me as
babygirl.
baby.
love.
but who was the one you held closely to?
me?
no.
it was her.
i was a fool thinking that you would
choose me
over her.
what was i thinking?
me.
i am
fat and ugly.
she.
she was
pretty and slim.
you will definitely choose her over me.
you looked at her everyday
like she's the only girl
you have ever seen.
you even tell me the
smallest,
slightest
little
detail
about her.
how is it you never noticed
that your words
were slowly killing me?
i was here for you
the entire time.
holding you
whenever you fall apart.
each day,
i felt like i loved you more.
but one day,
my heart stopped beating
when i saw you
pressing your lips against
the girl you
always told me
about.