One Cruel Mind ..

The Past ..

I'm mykale I'm 17 years old and I graduate high school in about two months . I know what your probably thinking .. I'm a little two young to graduate but I'm smart .. at-leased that's what others tell me .

Since I'm telling you that I should be telling you about me .. life can't be that hard for a 17 year old you life was probably made . Not exactly I lost ma dad when I was about 14 .. few years after my dad & mom broke up , I honestly been raising myself & my siblings since 10 even when dad was here he drank all day and momma stayed around till she felt like I was old enough then she smoked and smoked she sold ma body .. gave away my dignity and brought darkness to my soul .

At about 12 I started catching anxiety attacks .. I had low self esteem & was ashamed to wear the color of my skin because it was too black or where styles in my hair was too nappy . My heart was impaired .. I had cuts bruises & scars everywhere I gave my virginity and of course I thought I was in love I was stupid but I own up to everything I did because I'm now stronger .. before I was 15 I had my second miscarriage nobody knew nobody would care either way .

When I was 16 I lost about almost everybody I loved .. and ppl I looked up too at school I stayed my distance from everyone I had no friends and I kept to myself to everyone I awkward but I'm normal .. I bleed the same way drank the same way and was created equal but my mind filled with thoughts of how to control my emotions I never cried the darkness for filled my body and paralyzed mind .
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Its Sevv here it's been about 3 years since I've made a story and now there new and improved I got older & more mature

Not sure if you guys are enjoying my story so far but chapters will be longer and I will try one chapter a day or one chapter per week on wens-days..

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