When I see him I get a knot in my stomach,
it starts turning.
I instantly smile when I see him,
I'm happy to see him.
Just to see him would make toes start to tingle,
making my legs wobble.
Next thing I know I'm standing on my toes.
My palms get sweaty.
I can't think straight.
Every time I try to speak,
random words dribble out of my mouth.
When the conversation is over,
I can't remember what I said,
what he said.
As he walks away,
it's almost like I regain my conscious.
What did I say?
How long were we talking for?
What did he say that I probably should remember?
Did I say what I have been meaning to say for so long?
It feels although I have just awoken from a long sleep.
These emotions are driving me crazy.
