Chapter 1

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((A/N: May be a bit triggering!))

Reader P.O.V
   My alarm broke my sweet dreams quickly. I sat up in frustration as I rubbed my tired eyes. My eyes wandered to my alarm clock as I quickly switched it off. I slipped out of my bed and put on clothes for school. Currently I live in America, but when I get older I want to go to Korea. Why? BTS. Bts is why. I looked at my many posters on the walls. I smiled softly and walked out of my room, I gathered my things and grabbed something to eat. I looked over at the couch to see my father passed out, bottle all over the floor. My mom left him out of no where, with no explanation. My father blamed me. It had been a few years and his drinking problems only got worse and worse. Now he escalated to abusing me verbally. I cleaned up the bottles and threw a blanket on him. I sighed softly and gave him a glance before I start out the door. I walked to school quietly. When I arrived it was only a few minutes till the bell rings so I quickly ran to my locker. As I opened it a hand immediately slams it shut, nearly crushing my hand. I looked at the owner of the hand, and my breath stopped.

"Look who it is!" I stares at Kate with wide eyes. "Why do you go here?" She said. She's my bully, she has been for a long time. ((A/N/ Change it If you want)) Her friends surrounded me. I looked at Kate and inhaled sharply.

"Three against one, that's a bit cowardly!" I immediately regretted my words as Kate grabs my hair, pulling roughly.

"What was that you tramp?" She pulls harder, I whimpered and tried to pull away. Her first friend grabbed my arms and knees me in the stomach. I groaned in pain as Kate let me fall to the floor. I looked up at her other friend, Sedra, that was once mine. We'd been friends forever, but she got a little taste of popularity and left me. I laid quietly as Kate and her friend began kicking me and calling me horrible names. Sedra watched with sympathy and guilt. I didn't fight back. Only god knows what they'd do to me if I Did. By the time they were done I was a bruised, sore, bloody mess. I got up and limped to the bathroom . I cleaned myself well. Gently touching my cheek I hissed in pain.

"That will definitely bruise." I huffed and went to my class.

~Time Skip~

The rest of the school day went by without being harassed my Kate. Almost. As I was walking out Kate's boyfriend walked up to me, I looked at him briefly.

"Y/N...right?" He asked. I nodded quickly, I started to walk around him when he grabbed my arm. "Hey! Do you want to go out sometime?" He smiled at me. My eyes widened and I yanked my arm away. Little did I know Kate had watched the scene. I heard her heels click as she walked up to us. I felt a sharp pain on my cheek. She had slapped me. Her friend laughed.

"Stay away from him you tramp!" Kate yelled. She shoved me to the ground and immediately kicked me. She continued kicking until her boyfriend pulled her away. I laid there, scratches on my knees and palms, blood seeping from a cut on my head. My cheek stung like crazy. Tears began to flow down as rain started. I laid in the rain, just wanting to disappear. Suddenly I couldn't feel the rain. I looked up to see Sedra holding an umbrella over me.
"I....saw what happened.. are you okay?" She asked and reached to help me up. I slapped her hand away as I sat up, groaning in pain.

"Do I look okay!" I yelled, hot tears streaming down my face.

"Y/N...." Sedra looked hurt but I ignored it. I got to my feet, stumbling slightly.

"You....don't act like you care! You left me! You bullied me! Just so you could be cool!" I wiped blood off my lips. I looked at her eyes but she looked down.

"I'm sorry Y/N...." she muttered. I scoffed and shook my head.

"Sure you are." I sneered and limped my way home. As soon as I got home I changed into dry clothes and sat on my bed. I heard loud noises downstairs and quickly raced down the stairs. I saw my father stumbling around.

"Y/N! Why haven't you made dinner yet!" He yelled. I walked closer.

"I just got home.." I mumbled. I felt my cheek sting. He slapped me. Two slaps in one day. I felt tears sting the back of my eyes.

"Don't talk back to me! If it wasn't for you I'd still have my wife! Why were you born! Just die you piece of crap!" He yelled and stumbled to the couch. My tears started to flow down as I quickly ran to my room. I sat down at my desk and stared at the night sky. Tears wouldn't stop flowing. I sniffed, "Why was I given this life! I hate it!" I yelled. I saw a shooting star and quickly decided to wish on it like a little kid. "I wish I had a better life.." I glanced at one of my posters of BTS, "with them...." I muttered softly before falling asleep.

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