Undeniable

touching

[ ricky's pov ]

"Being vegan sucks sometimes, but what I'm doing is great. I just can't eat some of the things you enjoy." I explain to Trevor as we're picking out our lunch. He chortles, "Well while you save the world one meal at a time, I'm going to get a nice, yummy turkey sandwich." "Can we eat outside or something? I need to tell you something, but I don't want others hearing." I ask. He nods, "Yeah, let's go."
Once we get outside, we sit at a table and I begin, "Okay, before I start you absolutely have to keep this a secret. I'm not really supposed to tell anyone, but I need to talk about it. Just promise me no one will here about what I am about to say." He agrees, "This is between you and me only. What is it?"
I take a deep breathe and admit, "Kian and I kissed. But he kissed me first! And he sort of gave into saying he's in love with me or something. And I am kind of into him." Trevor, shockingly, bursts, "Kian Robert Lawley is a homosexual and has not fucked me once?!" I sort of laugh, "Trevor, oh my lord! And he's bisexual." He questions, "Well then what does that make you?" "Confused. But very into Kian." I say.
He sighs, "Listen, you know I've always been kind of in love with Kian, but I give you my blessing. Besides, you guys together are cute. Deep down I've always felt like you two were sort of into each other, but just really secretly."
I smile, "Really? I think I have always liked him a little. I just thought I enjoyed his company and liked him as a friend, but really it was more. But thinking that he's always liked me, since we were young, that shocks me and at the same time makes me feel complete." "Wow, that's cute but I think I'm going to throw up my sandwich now." He jokes.

[ jc's pov ]

Before I go to get food, I walk over to Tana's booth to visit her.
She wasn't there, neither was Trevor, who was already at lunch with Ricky.
I go up to Lia, who even though is my ex still remains a colleague since she's friends with a few of my friends.
I ask her, "Um, do you know where Tana went? If not it's fine, I just needed to ask her something." She smiles, "No I haven't seen her. I'm sorry, Jc." I start to walk away but she stops me.
"Wait, Jc. I need to ask you something" She says. I respond, "If you're going to ask if me and Tana are hooking up, then no we are not. But I really need to find her, so I'll see you around."
Once again, I try to leave, but her words stop me.
She sighs, "How did you know that's what I was going to ask?" I chuckle, "I mean I did know you pretty well, didn't I? I guess I still got that."
I walk away and head to Ricky and Trevor.
When I get to them I ask, "Hey does any of you know where the hell Tana is?" Ricky frowns, "No, I'm sorry. She might be inside getting food."
I roll my eyes and walk away. I didn't even need to tell her anything important, it's just the fact that I don't know where she is that's bothering me.

[ trevor's pov ]

"So I'm assuming little Jc is head over heels for Tana." I point out. Ricky says, "Listen, all I'm going to say is he's been very protective of her and tends to put her above everyone else. It's kind of cute though, it's also so unpredictable. I would never picture calm and cool Jc Caylen falling for wild and young Tana Mongeau."
I explain, "Yeah but that's the beauty in it. That's the danger. He loved Lia, but I think at the end of the day Jc needs someone who's going to shake up his world. Someone he knows he can have a good time with but at the same time love and protect."  He agrees, "You're right. I just hope he doesn't mess it up. When Jc gets into someone he doesn't think. I just don't want to see him get hurt. Because if you associate yourself with Tana things can go one of two ways. You either have the best experience in the world, or you get hurt like hell. And the fact that the kid really likes her, that can mess him up if it goes south."

[ kian's pov ]

The whole day I thought my fans knew my secret. It was insane and so stupid, but I felt like with every interaction I shared with one of them they could see right through me.
The day was coming to an end and Jc, Ricky, and I decided to get back to the hotel. When Ricky asked Tana if she was going to come with us she said she was going to hang out with Trevor for a little while.
"I call the shower first!" Jc announces the second we step into the room.
Ricky beams, "I'm so excited to go to Universal tonight! It's going to be great!" I agree. "I know, but we should hit up Islands of Adventure first because they have all the thrill rides and we need to make sure that we get all of those done."
Once I hear the shower run, and Jc clearly cannot hear us anymore I say, "You know I'm finally excited to do something fun tonight. I'm excited to go on all the rides and have a good time for a change." Ricky smiles, "Awe, that's good. I'm ready for you to have fun too!"
I ask, "What are you wearing tonight?" He answers, "I don't know, either a white shirt with my blue flannel and dark jeans or a white shirt with my grey flannel and light jeans." I suggest, "The outfit with the darker jeans. They look very good on you." He smiles, "Kian's flirty side, I love it."
Ricky lays back on the bed while I take out my clothes and put them on Jc and Tana's bed. I make my way over to our bed and sit up next to him.
"Hey." I smile.
"Hey." Ricky replies.
"You have cute ears." I tell him. He laughs, "Thank you, Kian. You're ears are cute too. So is your dimples, and your eyes, and your hair.."
As Ricky kept going, I slowly got closer and closer to him. Finally, our lips press against each others.
I test his boundaries a little bit, and kiss him a little more rough and passionate than the last time. I grip the lower part of the right side of his face. Without even acknowledging the fact that Jc is in the other room, I lift his shirt off of him and toss it on the ground. His hand is on the back of my head and I'm firmly grabbing his waist.
In between each kiss I have to take deeper breathes of air because we're getting more and more intense. I start to lean into him closer and let him have control of me. He wraps his other hand and arm around my back, lowers himself, and pulls me on top of him. I straddle him and keep our kisses passionate.
I don't want to disappoint him, in anything I do. Because all though, I almost feel complete knowing our feelings are mutual, I am terrified in the thought of loosing him.

[ ricky's pov ]

He's kissing me so intense, but yet allowing myself to be the dominate one while he's submissive. With every movement I get more and more in love.
His kisses were something I never knew I craved until this moment. He was so beautiful and so great.
He lifts his shirt off, now allowing our skin to touch. As much I want him to sit up so I can admire the view of his body, I don't want to break our kissing. So instead, I just allow my hands to go crazy.
I hear the shower shut, but still can't find it in me to stop what we're doing. He quickly realizes too, and bolts off of me. He grabs his shirt and throws it on.
Jc walks out to grab his clothes. As he's passing us we're still breathing heavily because of what just happened.
"Let me get dressed in there and then who ever wants to shower next can shower." Jc announces.
"I'll go." I say.

[ jc's pov ]

"What's wrong?" Kian asks. I sigh, "Nothing." He repeats, "No seriously what's wrong?" I shrug, "I dunno, it's just, she's not texting me back or answering my calls. But she's answering Ricky's. And it felt like she was avoiding me all day. I'm not sure if she's mad at me or something but I just feel the feeling in my stomach, you know. I have such bad anxiety, it's making me sick and it's making me go crazy. And I don't know what I did wrong."
Kian comforts, "Don't think about it. She's a girl. Besides, it's just Tana. You know Tana, she's a lot to handle and she's wild and she's young. She isn't serious. And come on do you really want to be with somebody who's been with everybody? What she wants is fast fun and that's the type of girl she is." "She's got a good heart, she really does. It's just been fucked with a lot." I explain. He sighs, "Well I hope everything works out, find her and talk to her maybe." I nod, "I'll try."

[ trevor's pov ]

Tana and I walk to my hotel room. The entire walk up I can tell something is off. She's acting more quiet than usual, but I don't bring it up.
"So are we going to Universal and shit tonight?" I ask. She shrugs "I'm not sure if I'm going. I'm not feeling too well, but you definitely go! Um, is it alright if I stay here?"
I shake my head, "Absolutely not, Tana you are not not going!" She sighs. "Go, have fun. Just please let me stay here." "Well I'm not going to be a dick, I'll stay too. We can rant about whatever if you'd like." I say.