songs about depression, eating disorders, suicide, and self harm

I'm glad you're alive.

Thinking of committing suicide? Imagine this.

You get home from school. You lay down on your bed and you hold your death note in your arms. Closing your eyes for the last time. Your little sister comes in. She thinks you're sleeping so she tells your mom that. It's dinner time, your sister walks in to tell you but you're "sleeping" she calls your mom and your mom rushes upstairs. She shakes and screams at you to wake you up. You don't budge. She then finds out you're gone...she falls to her knees sobbing and your little sister wonder why mommy is crying. Dad comes in, finds out and cries like he never has before. The next day, at school. The morning announcement comes on. They mention your death. Everyone hears.. Your teacher, falls to the floor crying; you were his best student. Those girls who bully you all wish they can go back change everything. Your ex boyfriend runs out of the door screaming and crying. Those football players who picked on you wonder if it was their fault. Your best friend? She has no words , she can't breathe. No tears to fall out her eyes cause she's in shock. A few years past. Your sister? She found out and suffers from depression. She goes in your room everyday and begs for you to come back. Your mom and dad they get divorced. Mom cries every minute of the day and dad has a drinking problem now. Those girls at school who bullied you are now anorexic. Your teacher, no longer teaches. The football players all quit and now become cutters. Your ex boyfriend? Oh, he is now sleeping around. He can't find what true love is because he lost his one and only. Your best friend tried committing suicide to be with you.. Then. At your funeral. Everyone comes. Your mother and sister can't stop crying . Your dad can't help but scream at God for not holding you back. Your best friend falls on your casket with ALL her tears she held back. You may think no one cares. But think again. You have so much to live for. I promise. Think before you end your life. You're lovely and wonderful . Don't let it go to waste. You are beautiful. You are worth it.

- A note from Tumblr

My kik is always open. So is my inbox. You are never alone, I promise you that. I love every single one of you and I am so damn glad that you are alive. That you are surviving.