You've been staying with sans, papyrus, his wife camille, and sans' daughters mei and sarah for about two months now.

You find yourself in a dark room, and you sit there, rocking yourself in the fetile position.

And just before you start to cry, the door opens and sans is standing there.
"hey, that's my spot"

He jokes, then offers to sit next to you. You look away as he sits next to you.

He looks at you, curiously,
"hey wanna see something cool?"

You look back at the skeleton, perplexed as his left eye socket began to glow blue and he lit up the closet.

You gasp in amazement at his feat, as he stands and turns the closet light on.

"so, what's on ya mind?" He asks, curiosity ringing in his voice, and you decide to tell him...

"Have you ever thought that... You don't belong... That you're 'friends' don't care... That you don't deserve what you have... And that nothing matters because... We all die eventually so... Why not just... End it all" You say, your voice trembling and the air quotes were audible.

His smile slowly disappears, sans slowly looks the other way. You start to tear up because you've realized the mistake you made. But, miraculously, he responds.

"yeah, I have, all the time. all I cared about was papy, he was...
my everything, he came so close to getting killed, and I was so devastated. i realized that nothing matters. but then, three years later, we met kitty, she showed pap the best time of his life, and look at him now" sans' voice trembles "all grown up and married, and I have my girls, they fill me with hopes, dreams, determination, love and joy. I have advice for ya kid. keep the ones YOU love close, if they don't like you then they can go take a hike. but everyone here loves you, i..." He looks into your eyes, deeply into your soul, and you stare back. "i... I love you..." He chokes out.

You sit there staring at him, and he looks at you nervously. You try to build up courage, and you do it.

You met your lips to his teeth, he is shocked bit, doesn't stop you.

You quickly realized what you did and immediately stand up.

You say quickly,
"Well that was fun, I have to go take a uh, a nap now so bye"
And you hurry to the guest room were you sit, and think.

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