The Beginning....

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Names Steria. Why would I even be sharing my life to y'all bitches anyway. Today I decided I was ready. Ready for what you say? Ready to accept responsibility but right now I don't give a FUCK. Ain't nobody to fucking trust anymore. Fuck my mom, Fuck Keenan and fuck everyone. Nobody cares I really wanna shout out to the bitches who real hurt but don't give a fuck.

I'm real fucked up in the head you don't think I know this. I'm 17 and I already let a nigga hit me and hit on me. My own fucking father couldn't love me so why would I trust anyone else to. I hate myself for letting this nigga pretend he loved me. Why would I let anyone hurt me like this?Why would I let him ruin my chance of having a baby?

I'm damaged y'all because I let this nigga fuck me because I was to weak to fight back. To weak to love, to weak to be strong, and to weak to be tough . I'm fucked y'all, my virginity was taken by a 40 year old man at the age of 7. But don't feel for me nigga feel for your man because I will find someone to love me no matter what it takes.

Keenan is a dad to someone but he doesn't treat me like i'm his daughter . I'm so beautiful that even my own fucking dad can't keep his dick in his pants . What the fuck is wrong with me why did God choose for this to be my life . Don't get me wrong its not God's fault its mine . I was put in this place to where I don't give a fuck . My life just simply continues to let me down and i'm fucking broken . I'm broken because every fucking body doesn't matter everybody does me wrong . Everybody thinks i'm beautiful but how the hell am I beautiful . I'm beautiful on the outside with dark chocolate smooth skin and big creamy soft lips. I'm the baddest bitch in my school . No I didn't say the baddest dark bitch . I'm the baddest bitch of all them . But really what is wrong with me Steria Ciara Clevelin.

Maybe its the fact that i'm the baddest bitch and everyone wants to attack my beauty . What THE FUCK AM I DOING WRONG. I'm Living for just me now ,only I matter now . Fuck them lightskin bitches . Darkskin bitches running the game . Right now i'm doing me fuck everyone else . My mom couldn't save me from that bastard.She definitely can't save me now . 

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