What We Have (H.S)

Chapter 1

           I felt a surge of electricity go through my body the first time I saw Harry smile from across the crowded bar and when I heard him speak for the first time I thought he was the most beautiful creature I had ever laid my eyes on. After that I knew my life was never going too be the same, nothing could ever live up too that smile, and I was right.

I had all of my make up sprawled out across my bathroom counter while I was trying to locate my black eyeliner. My eyeliner, along with pretty much everything else in my house is missing amongst the chaotic mess that has become my life. I haven't really been on top of cleaning lately, but I could give a fuck. I recently stopped giving a fuck about a lot of things. A messy, soul-crushing break up will do that too you.

"Kate do you have any chase? I can't drink this vodka without it." Charlie asked walking over clothes that I left on the ground in my bathroom.

"Um I think I have some Pepsi left? Maybe try that.." I tell her distracted, still trying to find this fucking eyeliner.

"It's flat Kate, do you have anything else? Like when was the last time you did grocery shopping, all that's in your fridge is left over Chinese and flat Pepsi."

"That's not true," I turn to face Charlie, deciding too give up looking for my Eyeliner, "I think I have a chocolate Lindt bunny left over from Easter in there too." I say sarcastically. The last thing I need right now is a lecture about not looking after myself.

One glance at the counter top and Charlie picks up the eyeliner that I was scrambling to find for about 5 minutes. She hands it too me with a disapproved look on her face.

"I'm worried about you babe. I really didn't think you were this bad still."

"It's only been 4 months Charlie. I'm allowed to be a little bit upset." I snatch the eyeliner from her hand.

"You've lost a lot of weight though." She says.

"So he must have done me a favour than." I know I've lost a lot of weight, but I still think I look good. I have these big boobs and a nice tight ass, and even though I've gone down a few sizes, I still know I have a nice body.

"It's unhealthy..."

"Listen Charlie I really don't want too talk about this anymore. You made me call into work so I would go too the club with you and I'm doing it. Now can you please let me finish getting ready so I can look hot as fuck and bang some random guy." I beg then turn back too the mirror too apply a wing to my eye.

"You're right, I'm sorry. You need to drink and go not think about it and get your pussy eaten tonight."

"Are you offering." I tease.

"I'm sure my girlfriend would love that." She nudges me playfully. Charlie has been dating a girl from my work named Sylvia for about 3 months now, after I successfully hooked them up. They had a very slow start at first because Charlie never dates, she only fucks. When I introduced her to Sylvia it was definitely 'fuck at first sight,' and that's all Charlie wanted, but Sylvia changed her. Charlie is not the same slut she was 5 months ago when she use too hook up with a different girl every night. Now, she's truly happy.

I wish I wasn't so jealous. It's hard watching people be happy together when you don't have someone.

"Well than I guess I'll have too find someone else than. Too bad, Sylvia's always bragging about that mouth." I joke some more. Never in a million year would I ever play for the other team, I love cock too much. But I love too bug her about it.

"No fucking way Sylvia doesn't even like when I talk about fucking her, so there's not a chance in hell shes telling you about what we do."

"I wouldn't be so sure." I say with a smirk. I'm done my make up now and all I need too do is get dressed and drink.

"I guess we will have too have a talk tonight at the bar. When do you wanna leave anyways? I think everyone's meeting up around 11." She says walking out into the living room and I follow, my fluffy pink bunny slippers dragging the on ground making the loudest shuffling noise.

"11 is fine, that gives us an hour and a half too get a buzz on before we go."

"Wanna take a shot," Charlie smiles holding up the big bottle of vodka and placing it on my kitchen Island next to 2 shot glasses that were left out from last night. We drink a lot , "we don't have chase so we're gonna have too suck it the fuck up." She says.

"Yes please."

Charlie pours two shots of vodka too the brim and we both bring the glasses up to our mouths.

"Too a wild night I hope we don't remember!" Charlie says before knocking our glasses together lightly enough so they don't spill.

"CHEERS!" I scream and quickly drink the shot.

I'll never forget what we cheersed too that night, because it turned out too be the night I'll remember forever.