Loving Your Best Friend

Prologue

Have you ever wanted someone that you can't have, loved someone so much but you can't tell them because they won't feel the same or your afraid of rejection or you would break a friendship? 

That's exactly what I'm going through right now. My name is Maria and I'm a lesbian but you know what the bad part is? I'm in love with my straight best friend Lucy. We are both 15 just finishing school and choosing what colleges or sixth forms we want to go to and even tho we have only been friends for two years or so from year 10 we have known about each other for at least 5 more years because we have been in lessons together and we are in the same form, but we never truly started to talk or hang out until lately. And that is when it all went down hill, she's got medium length hair that's a sort of a mix between brown and blonde she has beautiful emerald green eyes that you can't help but get lost in she's quite tall but not massive, taller than me, but her looks aren't even what attracts me to her it's her bubbly, calm, sweet personality she can always tell if your down and usually why which really annoys me because sometimes you just want to be sad with out someone always trying to cheer you up but I really like that she does it as well, let me just say if you could meet her you would love her. Me myself I have just below shoulder length blonde hair dull blue eyes and I'm not very tall.

I don't know how often this is going to be updated as I'm going through my GCSE's right now but I'll try if anyone has any ideas that could help that would be appreciated so comment and vote if you like the sound of this and want me to continue.

Kurdy12 Xxxx