If you don't know anything about this (most of you), and you're reading this cause you're confused, this is just the story and a little advice for anyone else who is dealing with this. A while ago, I was stuck in something called apathy. If you don't know what that is, it's when you just have a lack of interest, enthusiasm, and concern. It happens, at least I believe, when you shun your emotions for so long you stop feeling them. My most prominent memory of this was around Christmas time last year. I specifically remember getting awesome presents and having to fake a happy expression. It was horrible, knowing that I should feel something, wanting to feel something, and I couldn't. After suffering this for at least 5 months, life suddenly seemed to deal me a good hand. I'm not gonna elaborate, but everyone who should know, knows what that was. After that, I have gotten something similar to an emotional switch, and I also have a tendency to never cry. But for advice to anyone who found this by being stuck in this, tell someone. If your not gonna do that, then at least know that it will get better. Even if it doesn't seem like it.
