This is two charater s that me and my homie use in a rp and ye this is what is in his head before he tries to kill himself in freshman year
Alex p.o.v.
"Can't you be fine and not such a problem for just a day?!" I heard Haven's voice swirl threw my head. I know he didn't say that. But it sounds like him my mind uses the fimilliar voice of the only one I've cared about in such a while against me. I can't breath I can't hear but Haven, Kelly, Taylor, and Vic's voice in my head. Their words altered saying so much. It's barely hearable I just here ringing in my ears as I slide down into the tub. is there banging on the bathroom door? I don't know. I don't care. Yes I do that's why I'm trying to die I want to help them let go of a burden that they don't need. Leaving no note,no text. They know they don't need me. God why is there banging on the door I left no trace please don't try to stop me. I slid into the water with the small pocket knife in hand.
Let's just get this over with. I took a last breath than slid my head under water I felt the door fall off and bang on to the floor as I moves quick and slide the knife up my opposite arm. I hope it's deep enough. I don't want to be here I don't want them to be bothered. I open my eyes and see the eyes I feel in love with looking down at me panic. As I feel my concensis slipping away I reach my hand out and touch his face before he pulls me out and I pass out.
Hopefully, this is goodbye. I'm sorry.
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Fanfictionthese will be smut fluff whole story ideas I will have that I'll need to get out so yeah.
