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Yugyeomie 💞:
Sorry if you couldnt
find me today
I fell sick with a stomach
bug when i woke up and
couldnt go to school :(
Im ok now tho so I'll
definitely see you tomorrow!

Me:
I thought you were hiding
from me...
[not sent]
When i couldnt find you i went
to the bathroom and cried
[not sent]
Im not even completely sure
why...
[not sent]
Maybe because youre spending
all your time studying or with
him...
[not sent]
All good!
Dont worry i sat with other
friends :)

Yugyeomie 💞:
Ok good, didnt want my
little Jinyoungie to be lonely

Me:
But i was...
[not sent]
I pushed all my other friends
away because i thought you
hated me...
[not sent]
Im really tired, had a stressful
day
Im gonna go to sleep
Night Yugyeomie!

Yugyeomie 💞:
Awe ok
Night Jinyoung!
See you tomorrow!

Me:
I lied
[not sent]
I cant sleep, i havent been able
to in a long time now...
[not sent]
I just cant bare talking to you
when i want to cry...
[not sent]
And the reason i want to cry is
you so you cant make it better...
[not sent]

I sighed.
As long as you're happy, even if its with him, thats all that matters...
I don't care if I'm miserable...
If you're ok, I'm ok...
I thought as i sat on my bed, as i do every night.
Its my routine.
Maybe talk to you.
Accept you'll never be mine.
Stay awake all night, maybe getting a couple hours sleep if im lucky.
Repeat.
Just as long as you're happy...

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