little thoughts

In my dream

Last night I dreamt of you and your pain. I saw the tears Cascade down your cheeks and my heart melted at the sight.

Last night the world ended as you knew it and every star in the cosmos collided. The sleek shape that define our very thought was dropped and the house was empty but your pain stayed resident.

She looked so beautiful and desolate and you looked so confused.

Last night I saw your sorry pour out into my lap and my fingers ached to braid away the memories and I dreamt I was there and for a change you were holding me.

The moment didn't make sense, the subject had passed but I was there in that field waiting for you. And you came with your unexpectedly somber smile. She came with her heavy heart and I embraced you.

I caressed your desire and coddled your emotions in my bossum. Your body solidified in my things. My aching heart was yours alone and my toes curled with joy.

All was healing, all was well but it's now fallen apart and the memories haunt me like the living. The thought lives in my core and my body craves what it doesn't.

Last night you were in my dreams and we became one. Tomorrow night you won't be in my dreams, the pain will have festered. The thought is borderline sane but it's just a thought

Conjured by my subconscious. Defeated by my tears and now nesting among the poor.

Last night I dreamt of you but honestly I don't want to dream anymore.