Saudade

Chapter 4

Chapter 4
-Somi's POV-
"Ahhh" I inhaled the fresh air.
"It's nice to be back here." I said.
*a light surprisingly beamed on my face and caught my attention. I look at the back and saw Kookie taking pictures. Did he took some pictures of me!?
"What a nice view..." Kookie said while taking some pictures
"Yah! Did you just took a pic of me?" I said.

-Jungkook's POV-
*click* *click*
Nooooo, the flash was on. Shet, I'm gonna be busted.
"Did you just took a pic of me?' Somi said.
"N-no, why would I?" I uttered.
Yes I took some. Not only pictures also a video too -3-
"Oh okay." She said.

*on the backyard of kookie's vacation house*

There's a part on our backyard where you can bury anything. So I went inside and got some papers, pen, and tin cans. Then ran to get back at Somi. I got also a shovel to dig up the place where we will put the cans after.

"Somi? Would you like to bury some of our letters here and read it until were grown up?" I offered.
"That's a nice idea Kookie...and its kinda sweet" she said.
"I just want to remember you. Every moment we spend, every memory we make, everything is important to me. If I have a life recorder cam...Maybe I'll be out of space because of our lovely memories. Thank you for always being there My Somi."
I shrugged. Somi was teary-eyed. "Y-yah. Why are you being like this suddenly? Thank you for all too Kookie. Thank you for being there when I have problems, thank you for not being angry with me even if I'm such a crybaby...Thank you so much" she said while having a runny nose and tears. "You're really a crybaby." I said. "I know and that what's make me unique. Also, that what makes you love me more." She said.

-Jungkook's Letter-
To: My Wonderful, Beautiful, Kindest, Girl Best Friend in the world...

Hai...By the time you're reading this, were grown up already. I wanna say thank you for all. Helping me to be happy in tough and rough times. Being my beautiful-knight-and-shining-dress. I have a secret...A secret now you will know. A secret i kept in our childhood. I like you...No...I love you. I didn't had the guts to confess my secret because I was too shy and nervous. Also were completely different. But once I'll be more popular than JB (Justin Bieber) your one-and-only celebrity crush. Your crush status will change like from JB to Jeon Jungkook. Thank you for inspiring me on the times I wanna give up on life. I can't really express the thankfulness I wanna say, but, thank you so much. Also what suits you the best is me haha :)

Sincerely yours,
Your forever bestfriend and secret admirer.
P.S: After 4 years huh. You should come back and together we'll open this up and cry like crybabies. I love you my one and only crybaby ❤️

Somi is still writing. I'm finish so i decided to put it on the can and buried it as fast as I can. Realizing that I was so stupid and not confessing my feelings to her. I kinda tear up apart a lil bit. Confessions are hard to say...aren't they? Well for me they are.

*after 5 minutes. Somi stood up and wiped her face*

-Jungkook's POV-
"H-hey are you crying?" I asked.
"Huh? Why would I?" She said while sneezing some snot of hers on her napkin.
I patted her back. "Its fine." I said.
"H-huh?" She frustratedly reply.
"I know that you'll miss me so much. Haha" I then smirked.
"Wow." She said.
"I know. I'm that handsome aren't I?" I then replied.
"Kookie? Are you okay? Since when have you been like this? Have you eaten something? Or some spirit went on your body?" She said.
"Eyyy! What I said is true. You'll miss me and I know it." I said.
"Pfft." She irritatedly said and pinched the tip of my nose.
"I didn't notice it. Its already nighttime and were still here. I'm gonna head up first Kookie. Goodnight and Sweet dreams..." Somi said.
Somi waved and I said "Wait!"
"Hmmm?" She said.

I leaned and reached to give her a kiss on the forehead. *mwah*
"Goodnight My Somi. If you'll dream about me, then you have sweetdreams" I winked. "Ugh Kookie, you're really getting clingy these days. Wait, Are you dating someone?" She said. "Why? Are you jealous? Because you wont be my crybaby anymore?" I said. She nodded and pouted. I pinched her nose and said "Tss, nothing will change. You'll be mah eternity-cry-baby." I said. "Promise?" She said. "Uhuh, promise." I said.

"I'll go now Kookie, take care huh" she said and waved goodbye. I waved at her too while smiling brightly. But I have this feeling....And I feel like this is the last goodbye I'll give to Somi...Why do I feel like this? I should be happy right? But instead I'm being an over thinker right here. I hate people who always leave without saying goodbye. But with Somi, I don't want her to say goodbye. Wait up, I'm really getting dramatic AF. I slapped my self. Ouch, that hurts a bit. Yah, Jeon Jungkook be a man and sleep. Okay? Okay got it. Oh wait, Imma look on the pictures I took. Ugh, everything is blurry except this.

*insert mah heart-heart eyes like dis —> 😍*

(Tacenda (noun) things better left unsaid; matters to be passed over in silence.)